LAST FAREWELL.

Universities.

2010-10-11T03:13:00.006+08:00

I have chosen my 5 choices of University, and here is the list:
(In no particular order)

Leicester University

Southampton University

~~King's College University of London~~

University of Leeds

Exeter University

Royal Holloway University of London

Huhuhur, I'm so nervous D: I'm sending my application soon. And I really want to get into medicine school! Wish me lots of luck!!

Hair!

2010-09-16T04:06:00.004+08:00

As requested by my sister, she wanted to have a look at my new haircut. So here it is!

Bit weird, but still ohkay arrrxxxzx!!

tumblr.

2010-08-29T22:07:00.001+08:00

Me got tumblr, yay!

Need.

2010-08-25T00:27:00.003+08:00

i just need someone to

be with
lend me a shoulder
talk to
cuddle with

I feel lonely, why are u not here when I need you most?

♥

psst, pssst. side effects of being anti-social! I need my sisters and friends! D:

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Anyway, joined a voluntary work charity shop today and it was a good experience. Shall continue this till the end of the week. Did tagging books and filling the shelves, and tagged clothes and stuff. There was another 2 guys and a french girl on work placement. Didn't really talked much to them, shy max! Hahaha.

Theme Park!!

2010-08-21T21:55:00.004+08:00

WARNING! This may not be suitable for the faint hearts.

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You don't know me, so shut up boy.

After about 5 years of my life without any adrenaline pumping thrills, I've finally got a chance to feel the coming back of massive adrenaline pump again with my classmates and teacher. We went to Staines, Thrope Park and IT WAS AWESOME MAX.

We arrived at about 10.30am and queued for our first ride. SAW, The Ride. Just by looking at the skeleton tracks of the roller coaster ride, it gave a shiver down my spine! Here are some pictures of the ride.

This was the best ride ever! It started with dark space with lots of props of human torture devices and the masks of "SAW" doll. There was about 200 adrenaline junkies queuing at the same time for about 2 hours in the hot sun to get on a 5 minutes ride, but it was so worth the wait! I was so bored during the queuing that I decided that we should play the hand slapping game. But my anti-masochistic/sadist/enthusiastic friends didn't want to, so I was left to rot for 2 hours.

It was a total of 3 drops inside the dark building and the last drop was the 90 degrees drop! I was attempting to put my hands up but it automatically came back to grab the safety seat thing cause it was just toooo scary!! My head kept bobbing back and forth!

Our next ride was The Detonator. Yeesss, another extreme thrill.

This queue wasn't so bad, it was about 30 minutes. When it went up, my heart was so calm, because the view was astonishing, it distracted me from the height. Then when it suddenly drop, my heart was as if left above!! And I didn't have a chance to scream, it came out as a huff when I got down and my hair was all so messy with the fringe covering my face!

We then decided to take a short breaks from the ride and had lunch. I finally felt the after effects of adrenaline throbbing in my brains, it was like everything is still in midair!

After lunch, we went straight to the third ride. The Colossus. This is the second best ride! We queued about 1 hour to ride it. Halfway during the queue, my friend decided that he didn't want anymore rides so he left ): So the two of us continued alone.

The continual spiral track is the best part of the ride! I love it!

On this ride again, attempt to put my hands up in the air to feel more thrill, but again it came back automatically to grab hold of my dear life hahah.

Then I wanted to ride on the Samurai, but the queue time was 50 minutes. So we decided to look around for rides that takes a shorter waiting time. We went around and saw Slammer, and it was only 20 minutes waiting time. Delighted as ever, we queued. But looking at the ride, I already felt a little nauseous cause I don't like rides that sways. Anyway, I still want to ride it, like it or not! Hahaha.

It wasn't that thrilling. The swing was quite slow.

The last ride of all, Stealth. The fastest roller coaster ride in Thrope Park. It accelerates to 80mph within 3 seconds or so. Oh boy, speed is the new thrill. We queued about 30minutes. I was observing how fast the roller coaster goes and I was really nervous on this. I kept saying, "I'm gonna die!" then there was a branch of queues, one long and one short. By logic, of course I take the short queue! Uh yes, short queue, little did I know that was the front seat queue. We couldn't change, so we waited and finally when it was our turn, I heftily walked up, get seated and belt up. Then I saw the red lights went on - green then GO!! I lift my hands in the air and was taken aback by the speed. Zoom zoom zooom - 17seconds. My hands was still up, then the ride ended. Hahaha, front seat experience. Best.

Stealth, I think this was the highest and fastest roller coaster among all the rides in Thorpe Park. THUMBS UP!! It was only 5 rides, I wanted to ride more!! But the park was closing soon.

When we finally decided to stop and try the games, tried the ball throwing, the wire tracing, and fishing, all the lame arcade games that is so hard to win. Cause I really wanted to win the big bananas and bears!! It's like a trophy! Walking home proud with the big fat plush toy. But it was just so hard to win! All are scammers hahhaa.

We took lots of photos and jump shots with my teacher's camera. She has not sent me yet, so I'll wait for her and post on facebook! The pictures are all taken from the Thorpe Park official website. Hehehe.

Pre-post!

2010-08-20T03:54:00.001+08:00

Shall blog about something on this weekend!
BE EXCITED!

Superstitions

2010-08-12T00:19:00.005+08:00

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Pacing down slowly to my bus stop in a glum mask, I decided to sit on the corner most of a small brick wall. Then a fucking pigeon decided to rest on the wall and decided that it needs to crap. Which it landed on my head! I looked up and see the bloody pigeon sticking up its ass out and happily tottering around to see who it crapped on. I saw it looking at me and gave the "oh-its-you! ha-ha" face. I could see myself catching it and strangling it, step it on the ground and roast it into ash.

Feeling disgusted, I looked around for tissue and found none until deciding that my scarf would do the job. Fucking wipe it off my head and saw brown stain on my scarf. SHIT. I would really dis mangle that animal if I ever get my hands on.

Went home and told my sisters, and host mother. "It's lucky!" they laughed and said, "go buy lottery!" HOW IZ THAT LUCKY, YOU TELL ME!? An animal crapping on you? You could consider it luck, maybe, but I'd say it'd be nothing more but a joke to a bunch of rogue birds. It's just wrong place, wrong time syndrome!

How is this lucky;

These pictures are the thang! Hahaaha, but yes maybe it might be lucky for me. In fact, actually I would say that I will be lucky if I didn't get poo'd on. Anyway, I went home and had my head washed trice before coming out of the shower.

GROSS MAX!

Piczx.

2010-07-25T04:47:00.005+08:00

Spend all your time waiting, for that second chance.

Photo time~ Here's some photos I took from a long while ago and now I'm posting them!

Trip to Westfield (I think it's London's largest mall)

Some random cupcake booth. Was walking hurriedly to Nando's because my sister iz veh hungryyy.. so this picture ended up like this =_=

The ceiling~

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Host mother's 70 something Birthday! (I didn't know the exact age lolol)

Bought her a pot of yellow roses. I didn't know what else to buy hehee.

Her cards and presents awaiting for her arrival.

My card!!

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Biology practical lesson: effect of enzymes on film strip.

My 2 and only classmates. LOL.

Stinky rotten pineapple juice and film strips in test tubes.

Err... garbage collector?

Serious at work, man.

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At home,

To-do list on stick on!

Long term to-do list! LOL.

Was studying Bio.

A HUMONGOUS TOBASCO JUST FOR MEEE~

Yeah, the TOBASCO thing is for me cause I finished up 2 bottles of the normal size TOBASCO since I came lolol. No chilies here, so the alternative choice is TOBASCO! HA~ Tobasco on pizza, tobasco on spaghetti, tobasco on pie, noodles, steak, rice, curry and everywhere!

Ohkay off~

The Red Box.

2010-07-23T04:36:00.004+08:00

Quietly walking behind you, hoping that you will take a glance back.

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I've bought my first dress (summer dressss) last week when I went out with my sisters :D The next thing left to buy is winter clothing and boots. But that can wait till next term.

But first, I need to celebrate!! YEAY!! I've opened a bank account (like finally). I got home and found 2 mails waiting for me! 1 contained 2 free SIM cars from O2 and another contain my National Insurance Number (for me to do my voluntary stuff)! Now, I still need to wait for my debit card and my NI card sent by mail.

UK is so fun! Everything is by mail!! LOL. Mail here, mail there!

And this post box is everywhere~ It's called the ROYAL MAIL BOX ohkay, no play play with royalties!

Phail.

2010-07-14T05:29:00.002+08:00

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All the small things, truth care, truth brings.

Ah!!
I realized I acted so noob in Biology practicals! Really I could throw my face in the lab sink. First I had chunks of meat in the microscope slide that was suppose to be my cheek cells and today I "attempted to smuggle" the stupid plant culture home hahah!! I thought the teacher say bring it home!! HAHAH SCREW IT.

Horse Guards Parade.

2010-07-11T19:18:00.005+08:00

Horse guards.

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There's nothing special about me, I am just a lil' star.

Hooo so long! On Thursday went out to accompany my housemate to apply for his university pre-sessional course and dang, the university is like pfffft, words failed to describe, or just my that my English basically suck.

The guard! HAHAH I was so happy after this picture :D

This is where all the royal British ceremonies take place with the horses.

Went to St. James park after that to chillax. I was craving for sushi, so I bought some take-away from tesco to eat in the park and oh boy, it tasted like rice made of clay. Horrigible to the max.

Swans adding to the chillax mood~~

Then that was it, head home!

The Dark Side.

2010-06-25T05:43:00.005+08:00

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Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars?

Finally back after many weeks. Homeworks and assignment stacking on my study table tsk, I'm finally beginning to feel just the mild stress. The best is yet to come. I've promised Vicki to send her my notes, and I will do so! Just wait up a little longer :X

Despite the stacks of homework, I went to Oxford Circus and Camden Town. The initial plan was to make some young person card (a proof that you're young). But instead it turned out otherwise, my friend and I forgot our initial plan and had a shoppapaaholic reaction!! Everywhere was SALE! SALE! SALE! and I just had to see what's in store! Oh and I window shopped Urban Outfitters, the stuffs are expensive!! KILLED ME! I fancied one of the gray informal blazer but it was a whacking £60. Daylight robbery.

Bought a pair of black aladdin pants from Uni Qlo and a red back pack from Quick Silver in Oxford Circus. Then went to Camden Town and sight see. I had never been there but my sister said the place was full of strange stuff~ With all the weird building facade.

At first sight I thought it was a Goth Street, cause all goth stuff can be seen displaying in stores.

But as we went further, there's many awesome stalls and stores!! Woohoo!

the legendary motor seat! I asked my friend to take picture of me hehehe.

My friend shop like crazy and end up spending £80 for the everything. Madness. BLING BLING!! Hahahah!

Ohkay shall be back for more!

I'm getting lazy on blogging, so there wouldn't be as many posts! Bye!

The Visit.

2010-06-11T00:22:00.005+08:00

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Life could get better.

I went out w my uncle on saturday when he was visiting London w his family, wife and two cute hpyer-active twins. Was suppose to guide them around but instead I was the one being guided HAHAHA, haish, totally noob.

Oxford St.

This was taken cause I remembered Myvan asked me to take a photo of myself w big ben.

St. Paul Cathedral.

The eerie looking underground train station.

I noticed my face looked the same in every picture ROFL. Like stone face hahaha!

Anyway, had a short webcam session w chan, huiling and kh in the morning and bullshit/crap a lot :D I miss my friends so much, haish. Life is so different without them. *sad face*

Gaga Part II

2010-06-05T04:17:00.006+08:00

YAAAWWW~ I've finally got my hands on the pictures from my friend, they're at least 10x better than what i took. Curse the damn camera.

Much better ain't it, you can see Gaga!

"Gaga loves dancing w her g@y boys"
and .. this is the part where they kept rubbing their d_ck and the stoopid camera keep zooming to their over sized d_ck when they start rubbin' ROFL.
Look at their where their hands are for goodness sake.

The O2 Arena.

Doing the monster claw thing.

Monster claw fail & we look like a fool. HGAHAHA.

Ohkay buai, as requested chan, 2 more pics of myself included!! :D Hahaha~

Mooooonster Ball !

2010-06-02T01:25:00.007+08:00

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Run, run her kiss is a vampire grin.

Went to O2 for Lady Gaga's concert~ Fucking awesome a concert!! Well maybe cause it's my first time in a concert but .. fuck it, it's still awesome!! Hahaha but my height was an issue cause u know everyone here is almost so damn tall and *sigh* all i saw most of the time was their heads.

The Crowd!

The Concert Hall

The Stage.

WEEEE~

The guys I went with. 3 of them from China and at the right from Kazakhstan. 2 of them is my housemates @ the yellow shirt and the right side~

Semi Precious Weeapon performed at the first hour first. Idk why but they did & i don't know them either so I wasn't hyped. Man in high heels. I wasn't sure if he was a female or a male cause of the high heeeels rofl. Here's one of the song they performed.

I Can't Pay My Rent
(but I'm fcuking gorgeous!)

Anyways, i took some videos and pictures of Gaga w the bb camera.

LOOK THERE'S GAGA!! LOL.

See what I mean? It suck so I wun be posting them here. I've searched youtube and well, they looked exactly the same to what I've seen! Uh huh. After the long waited hour it was finally Gaga.

Introduction; Dance In The Dark & Glitter and Grease

Sp Happy I Could Die.

The awesome stage!

There's this huge LED thing from the ceiling coming down and she changed her clothes inside~

I love her white dress w the moving hat hahaa~ Hmm. She sounded the same as she is in those fancy music videos & gorgeous!

I kept jumping (but it was so crowded) , one is to see her more clearly and two, I'm basically hyped!! My friends were all so excited and kept dancing and did mild head bang to the music. Then later on my housemate decided to carry me on his shoulder (& we fell because he lost his balance while trying to get me on), and when I was finally up, I could see crystal clear view of Gaga. Fucking fantastic view, and everyone seems short. I was towering over them!! I could easily caught Gaga's attention, cause I was the only one on someone's shoulder, but after a minute or so I had to get down because people were complaining cause they couldn't see. Understand their pain, it is my pain as well.

Anyhow, that night was a night to remember. Put on your monster claw! Yeeeeah~

「青いあの空」

2010-05-29T19:20:00.008+08:00

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This is the moment that I've lived for.

I've got hold of some pictures of the memorial table from fb. Here it is,

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Went to some museum @ Trafalgar square on Thursday w my sister.

The Museum.

The Basker outside the museum.

And on my way home i thought that the sky is so blue that I should take pictures of it lol.

When I reach home this is what I found of Gyp in my bedroom HAHAHAH waiting for me!

Ohkay buai!

Life's Fragile

2010-05-27T01:40:00.007+08:00

The stars will cry the blackest tears tonight.

R.I.P. to Zany.

A Vietnamese student of my school was pronounced dead yesterday. She was pretty and I could say that she was clever, accepted to one of the top university in London. Life was good for her, but too bad it didn't give her a second chance. Was hit by a car while crossing the road in front of our school, and died in the hospital. One moment you can achieve everything and the next moment you're gone. Life's really fragile.

She's a nobody to me, but I felt a pity for loosing such a girl really. Her friends set up a memorial table for her. The one seen on TV, with pictures and signatures on the table surrounded by candles. I wanted to take a picture but dammit, my phone has no battery. Seriously bb suck man, can't even last for a day +_+ sony could at least last for 2 days or more!

Sigh, anyway, Rest In Peace.

Summer~

2010-05-23T19:16:00.002+08:00

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I just haven't met you yet!

Summer has finally arrived and the temperature finally hits 20 degrees and above! I noticed that the first sign of summer is the dandelion's seed dispersion. Everywhere. You can see these little fluffy speck in the air dancing merrily. Near the garden, in bus, in the train and in the classroom.

Ohkay buai, me collecting pictures to blog first!!

Masquerade Parade

2010-05-13T02:58:00.005+08:00

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Cause if you're not really here, then I don't wana be either.

Couldn't sleep well yesterday. I laid on my bed with my sleeping mask on at 11pm trying to shut my eyes and drift to my wonderful paradise. But I just couldn't sleep, idk why. Sat up wide awake, got up and stared at the mirror. Then I thought I could dig my wardrobe a little and see what I will wear tomorrow.

Tried out dress, skirts and shorts. (YES DRESS AND SKIRTS.) Then I picked out tights, shorts .. and wondering what top to match the red checkered shoes. Nothing. LOL. I seriously think that my wardrobe is lacking of clothes really. So I google up "tights and shorts look". The only picture that fascinates me is this.

Credits;

Black military jacket! ♥ I wanna get that.
But still this didn't match my red checkered shoes, so I googled "tights and shorts with converse", not really productive I'd say. I tried out the tights and did pick-and-match until suddenly, I realized, "Oh shit! It's gonna be freezing 10degrees tomorrow." Therefore there goes my shorts and tights project hahaha~ 10 degrees was enough to freeze me. Not the coldness, the freaking wind did me.

I could always wear that on warmer days. Then still not feeling sleepy, I took some random pictures in my PJs! Hahaha. My cute pink printed pigs pajamas!~ HAHAHAHA.

Doctor @ work!! Hahaha~ Joker.

Diligently brushing teeth fakely.

Trying to act sleepy but I think that failed terribly hahaha.

I've started using sleeping mask cause of the fact that I'm afraid to open my eyes in the dark - and alone in the room lol. So I use the mask as an excuse so that I would not be staring at the dark.

I think this is my first self-camwhorin' session with myself. HAHAHAHA. I don't usually take self shots you know.

Gyp

2010-05-08T22:26:00.002+08:00

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Buried myself alive from the inside.

Here to post some pictures~

This is Gyp. Lurcher breed, 6 years old.

Full body Gyp!

When we're eating, chicken or ice-cream (his favourites), he always come by to me and rest his head on my lap and give the sparkling innocent eyes lol.

This is Jirayu's cute home slippers! And whenever I walk its eyes wobbles!! HAHAHAA.

Ohkay end!!

HA-HA ROAD.

2010-05-05T03:19:00.004+08:00

This joker road is near my house lol.

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I'm just a shipwreck here at your shore.

I went to my friend's residence during our lunch break today to slack (much better than idle in school for 1 hour). Jirayuu, my thai classmate and Ize his friend. Then Jirayuu was telling how much better anime is than korean drama and goes on saying that there's a really nice anime-jap drama called nodame. I asked what was it about, then he say: "About music. A guy conductor and a girl, she is a pen*s.." He stopped to think then he said "PIANIST!!" then he laughed.

When I heard that I laughed so hard and went rolling on the bed!! HAHAHAHAA. Can't stop laughing. It was so damn funny and I still can't stop laughing now when I remember it.

LOL.

Pink Petals & Grey Skies

2010-05-03T04:02:00.005+08:00

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One day I'll fly away, leave all this to yesterday.

It's spring time here. Flowers bloom and leaves grow. The best part is the blossoms. Loving the pink trees here although I'm not a big fan of the colour pink. It rained for the whole morning today, as it sings "Sunday morning rain is falling~" It was cold and so freaking windy. Even the heater failed to keep me warm.

As I was watching TV, a gust of wind swept and I saw the trees in the garden sway frantically with the wind. Then pink petals start to rain down from the blossom, giving me the most pleasant sight ever.

By the streets.

In the garden, there's a lone blossom tree.

Pink petals everywhere.

Pink petals and more pink petals!!

The garden.

and some random pictures.

On my way to schooool.

My homestay.

The dining room.

Ohkay done.

Firsts

2010-04-27T03:47:00.006+08:00

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Four years, you think for sure that's all you've got to endure.

I had my first class today and it was .. oohkay. Not that bad, not that good either. I followed my housemate to school and errr .. I still don't think I can rmb the way tmr. Anyway when I first stepped in my school, it was like a fashion parade thing all over everywhere. I saw high heels, stockings, baggy pants, hip-hop style, dyed hair and everything. There's even one lion headed guy. Totally like a lion, 100% lion's mane.

I was attending the induction thingee and there's like 10 or more people - the newbies. There was 3 Koreans, 1 Japanese, some Germans and some idk what country. No Chinese. All were like in the age of 20-30, I'm the only 17. Feeling so inferior, seriously.

We were doing our usual stuff, queuing for our student cards to be made. (Mine is so ugly lor, my hair was pinned up and messy and looked like one botak woman, severe hair loss or sth) Then I heard two chinese guys were like saying "Which one, which one?" This is like the absolute question when your friend is going to pick up some passing by girl. Sigh. It's like they came here to pick up girls rather than to study. A moment later, I was right, they asked for the Japanese girl's number. Hahaha~

I've got my student card, time table and I was ready for class. But I got lost in the small building cause my class doesn't have a goddamn number but they did put a room number on my time table. Anyway, I met the 2 classmate, the other which they say only takes physics and math. Today was only Chem and Bio. One name Neu (or New) from Thailand, one Reema from err forgot. Seemed to be suffering from short term memory these days.

The class & the my classmate. They're 18-19. & the board you see upfront is so damn cool!! It's like electronic white board, no ink is needed, just mechanic markers and duster!

Anyway, classes ends at 5pm usually and this is so freaking tired. I don't even think I can join any activities or whatever shit I was planning. My eyes are like flickering now when it's only 9pm.

When the day ended, I went to the library to borrow some physics guide. Then when I went down stairs, I was shocked to see my housemates! They said they were worried I got lost so they waited for me~ how nice!! This is like the true gentlemen. HAHAHAH.

Some random peektoos you might wana see :)

The face of England, OLD BUILDINGS!! See the sky is almost completely clear i guess - no volcanic ash!!

Entrance of my homestay house. Prettaye and kinda narrow uh.

Toilet. Damn small.

Shower cubical. Damn small too.

Yeah that's all~~ tooooodles!

Rooms

2010-04-25T03:12:00.004+08:00

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The whole earth falls to its knees, at the sound of Your beautiful name.

Heeeeyy~ After all that I've been through, this is finally a happy ending. I reached London two days ago and stayed a night in my sister's rented room. Her house mates are so great hahar~ Then there's one Pakistan friend of my sister's that brought some delicious buttered chickens and prata her mother cooked, shiok to the max man.

This is her bedroom.

Opposite of the bed there's like many many shoes.

Then here comes my bed +_+

LOL not really fabulous but comfy I say.

The study table w the heater below.

And my full-of-rubbish wardrobe.

I joined the homestay today. The hosts are really damn friendly and I like my room. Haha as in, it's good that I'm taking the whole room mauhahaha! I'm suppose to share it with another girl but since there's no more girls for this term, then I'll be conquering this whole room! I've got my whole damn privacy woohoo!!

Beside the host, Marie and Wally, there's 3 more guys living under the same roof. Frederico, an Italian graduate student. Tall like a giant and playful like a little kid. Aaron, a 19 year old Chinese A Level student. Looked like a practical chinese, not much to comment. Errr. The third came from Kazakhstan or something. Taking his master this year. His name is. Damn hard to remember .. I forgotten his name. Hehehee.

All so gentlemanly sigh. Then I'm like so chao ah lian hahahahha. Like compared to their gentlemanly-ness, I'm like the impolite girl.

Then there's Gyp, the dog. Huge and playful like Frederico. Hahaha.

Yeah that's all~

Fate or Will.

2010-04-21T22:46:00.003+08:00

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Is it just fate, or is it God's will?

First it was my Visa.
Rejected, insufficient documents and finally submitted.

& then it was the volcanic ash.
Even nature is going against me.

Now the airline prioritize the delayed customers from 15 April onwards and I'm pushed back to 4th May. I contacted the school, but they said that 26th April is the latest date I can reach, and after that day, I will have to take the next intake. There's no more ****ing seat available before 26th April.

I'M DOOMED.

People, airline and even nature is against me. Problems after problems arise after the next. Is God playing games with me? 'Cause if He is, I'm telling him I can't no longer bear playing it. I'm sorry to question Him. But .. this is too unbearable. Sigh, but I guess this is His will, and His will is my fate.

Let Your will be done. I shall trust in You wholeheartedly to lead me as You wish.

I'm sick, and over with this.

Visa Out!

2010-04-16T22:02:00.007+08:00

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When all hope is lost, all I need is Jesus.

Yeah just wana stop by and post a picture of the visa. Harharh I looked so nub.

Fly, Fly, You Fly to the Sky.

2010-04-14T15:14:00.004+08:00

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Awake and unafraid, asleep or dead.

6 days more.

It's 10.52am in Jakarta. Visa release will be at noon usually, I can't seemed to wait for time to pass so slowly~ The expected day for the release would be ~~today~~ tomorrow. 9 days have passed since I've submitted my re-application. Means that tomorrow will be the 10th.

I've packed; my luggage looks like as if it contains some nuclear bomb that's going to set off at anytime.

I've bought the tickets; I decided to take the risk. The flight will be on 21st April 2010, on ETIHAD. Route: Jakarta - Abu Dhabi - London. Transit at Abu Dhabi for 2 hours. I'm glad that it's not 6 hours.

Now if there's one thing left to do, it's to get my passport back with the Visa on it. Fuuuh, really freaking nervous.

Shred of Hope

2010-04-13T18:26:00.008+08:00

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The first one is the worst one when it comes to broken heart.

I've gotta start packing and buying stuff :D I'm not really 100% sure that my Visa will be out soon, or even come out. But today I saw a shred of hope, that got me jumping elatedly. Even it's a little, it still counts.

I received a phone call from the embassy yesterday about my Visa. They said that I need to ask my school for a new Confirmation of Acceptance for Studies (CAS) letter and hand it to them as I've already used my previous CAS number for the last application and thus it became invalid. - There I was standing, dumbstruck. My mind went completely blank, echoing voices .. "CAS. CAS. CAS .."
I had expected it to be out yesterday, but since the call, I was disappointed, angry and anguished. Why didn't they call me on Thursday or Friday? I blamed them for being inefficient and slow. I cursed them as "Epitome of Bitches from hell" on facebook. I quietly hoped they die. I really did. Wrath poisoned my mind like a venom within the split second after the call.

I absentmindedly called my sister in UK to ask her for help, spam e-mailed the student advisor in my school.

Dear Linda,

I believe that my sister Diana had contacted you this morning. Sorry, but I had to email you again as I am worried that I cant make it to UK in time before April 26th. My re-application is pending and the Embassy in Jakarta told me that I have to hand them the new CAS by tomorrow before they close, which is 3pm Jakarta time. I hope you can send me the CAS number as soon as possible.

Thank you.

Desperate and helpless, it was still 6.35AM in UK. My sister said that schools open at 9AM usually.

They didn't do me a CAS by that day, instead the school said they need 24hours or more to produce another CAS. That means I'll have to wait for another 2 days to submit my CAS to the embassy. My heart sank even deeper, what can I do but to wait?

Today I check my e-mail regularly, almost hourly. 1AM, awoken by mosquito bites, I crawled out of bed and went to the computer. 0 New Message. I was very sure that they will not produce it by today. 8AM. 9AM. 10AM. 11AM. 12PM. 1PM. 0.

2PM. With 6 hours time difference from Jakarta to UK, it's 8AM. Nah, they haven't even open yet, what am I expecting really? Then it was 2.10PM when I received (1) New Message. I opened and sure it was, BELLERBYS COLLEGE! That really showed that the student advisor really cared. I jumped and shouted Jie, Jie, Jie, Jie!! Printed the CAS and rushed like a madwoman to the embassy. Aside from the damned jam, everything else went perfectly fine.

Mom said that almost the same case happened to my sister and the Visa came out 2 days later.

& Here I am, a happy monkey now waiting for my Visa! HAHAHAHA.

Air Tickets.

2010-04-10T11:22:00.005+08:00

Ewwww, some liquid. I'm guessing it's Ice Blended OREO?? HAHRHAR.

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So darling, save the last dance for me.

Shit, can I panic a little bit more? This is like the shittiest days of my life, man. How screwed up can it be? Got rejected, wasted money, waste time .. late for school .. missing out classes .. can't catch up .. failing? ARGHHHH CAN'T STOP STRESSING AND WORRYING OVER IT Y'KNOW.

AND THE BLOODY AIRTICKETS ARE SO FEEKING EXPENSIVE!

Qatar, Etihad, ~~Emirates~~, Singapore Airlines, ~~Lufthansa~~? They don't fly everyday y'know, I'll have to worry about the price first. It's like the price is hiking to heaven when it comes to last minute decision. Mom said to delay my flight for a better price. That means I'll be prolly taking the 21st flight or something, which is ... saddening. TRAGIC. DEVASTATING! (as Afro always say)

But wait!

My visa is not even out yet, worrying bout the tickets will be the second part. Sigh. Really 'am praying hard that it will come out on Monday, & WITH THE ____ VISA STICKER ON MY PASSPORT. @!^%@S#*(!&A@$!) #@C$&! !!

PS. Pray for me! ):

UKVisa II !

2010-04-07T20:29:00.002+08:00

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My gift is my song, and this one's for you.

HA! SCREW YA.
I've just submitted my visa application (again)! I came to the application center like 4 times? Until the counselors know my face. Sigh, the counselor said that there's a risk of getting another refusal cause of my bank book stuff, =_= not enough days.

->The dang money must stay immobile for 28 freaking days which I did not fulfill this requirement cause I just created my damn pass book after my first rejection. Idiots.

Haish, what to do. I really have not much choices left. No, I don't have a choice. Either go to school by next week or go to school next year. Damn. Life's a bistch. And rules are mama bistch.

Ohkay that's for now.

Kill Me,

2010-03-26T17:02:00.002+08:00

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Life's a bitch but sadly it has to go on.

MY VISA IS REJECTED! ARGHHHHH.

KILL ME, FML! LOL. WHAT THE HELLLLLLLLLLLL. HOW CAN THEY DO THIS TO ME!
I'm gonna be late for school larh! Screw it man.

Gonna try again on Monday, fml. Sigh.

FMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLF ARRRRRRRRRRRRGHHH!!

Rage Of Angels.

2010-03-25T19:23:00.005+08:00

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Gracious replaced by greed.

I'm a happy little ~~fish~~ monkey now! 'Cause I found myself stuff to do!

I've started reading a book, which my sister bought LONG LONG ago. Stumble upon it while rampaging my luggage. Rage of Angels by Sidney Sheldon.

Sidney Sheldon.
I thought he was a she cause of the name.

Anyways, the book was interesting in a way that the main character was fighting for justice (she is an attorney) to help other people in their misfortune. And it so happened that a mafia lord was interested in her. Blablahblah yeah I got absorbed much into it after reading a few pages.

& it uses explicit languages like, fuck. Yes, many of it. I was taken aback when I first came across that word in the book - like ... Why the hell is this book using fuck? And there was some sexual content too. So I came to realize that this is an adult book. LOL. I'm a bit slow huh, after coming up to page 210. It's ohkay!! I'm nearly into adulthood anyway! HARHARHAR. Reading up reading up!!

Also, Joe sent me some of his scanned math notes through e-mail. Was jolly happy! 'Cause now, I can start studying and practicing math! He had just sent 30 pages, uh. He said more to come next time. I'll gladly wait for it!

I glanced through his notes once and I'm not sure if I can do it, anyway gotta try. Sigh, math.

Anyway, food for a thought.

I am the beginning of the end. You can see me twice in a week but not in a day. Once in a year but twice in a decade.
What am I?

Someone sent this to my sister and so she asked me. I've thought about it. Eclipse? Full moon? February 29th? Doesn't ring the bell.

God Of Study!

2010-03-21T21:10:00.004+08:00

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Sometimes goodbye's the only way.

Can I officially hate him? Ugh.

Anyway, Imma watching God Of Study heh heh heh cause I kept hearing it from Celine & Myvan so I was heavily influenced and thus bought the DVD to watch at home.

Watching it makes me want to study and and crave for math ... ... LOL. Their method of studying is really inhumane, like excessively exaggerated. But maybe they really had these crazy methods in Korea .. LOL.

The main cast.

Plus Kim Sorro!! WHOOOOHOO. He's getting (Y)! The image of him I had when I was watching Family Outing and watching this movie had totally morphed 360 degrees LOL.

Anyway nowadays this lap top downloads like zoooooom! So happeh~ heh heh heh.

Oh btw, my mama don't let me go therezzz ): She said I went there last week, so can't alreadehhhhhhhhhh.

Laala. I felt like doing math. Lol.

Reply

2010-03-20T15:23:00.007+08:00

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Break my heart for what break Yours.

ARGH. I'm suppose to send Priya her reply buh buh buh .. my mom stole the letter (yet again)!! LOL AND BROUGHT IT BACK TO PAPUA! Sigh, she promised me to send it to the post office but I'm not so sure she would do it cause she's too preoccupied with office chores.

Sigh. My dad is pissing me off with his usual problem again. It's no use shedding fucking tears for him. He can't get enough of it, really. He's got some damned issues. Fuck it.

Wohoo.

2010-03-19T18:11:00.003+08:00

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I dare you to move.

OHYEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

Just submited my UKVisa applications along with a dozen of documents!! FELT SUCH A RELIEVE, like a fraction of load on my shoulders is gone!

One load is gone, ana come by. SIGH. Life is full of shit really.

I'm worried about my studies (especially when mine's accelerated) that if I could catch up, and with my ability, I'm doubting!!! ARGH! I heard A Levels mathematics is totally sick! Celine said so, EVEN JOE! Wtf, I'm totally going to _ail. TO HELL WITH MATHS! Wanted to buy some assessment books from SG, but hehehe TOO BUSY!

STRESS ARH. RARAHOLALAROMAROMAMAGAGAOLALA.

The Time Has Come

2010-03-17T23:11:00.006+08:00

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Found love beyond all reasons, You gave Your life You're all for me & called me Yours forever.

YEAH YARLOW!

Just got back from 2 hectic days in SG, but it's worth the time. For every second that I spent there was what I've hoped and prayed for. The every touch, every conversation, every single little things that we've shared, it was so much fun.

Day 1,
Reached SG around 11.40pm. There, at the gates, I SAW 4 OF 'EM! WAS SO HAPPY LIKE A... A... I don't know what, was indescribable. HEHEHE. Blablahblah we took a big taxi home!

In the taxi..

Mad Chan in the house!

Sleepy...

YAY.

Chan in her copyright pose. Old man shunning from flash!

The next day ..

Wake up early to play LAN w Thom, Jia Wei and Chan! L4D2 + CS. Pawn oldman YEAH! I came late hehehehehe. BUT I WOKE UP AT 8AM ORKAYZ. Then met Vicki, KH, Van, Huiling and CY in TPY Subway and ate lunch. CY MORE HANDSOME WITHOUT SPECS CAN. Harharhar.

Proceeded to East Coast Park and BLAAAADEEE. The roller blade shop guys quite handsome har. LOLOLOL. Anyway, old man skate like a pro canz, like chickin feeet. LOL. I fell on the ground 3 times, but luckily unhurt! ^^V Huiling fell on her butt twice lol, I know it's mean but really, I can't stop laughing!!

Glad to be skating again, with a bunch of my favorite friends and that's the best part of it! :D

Jan & Leo joined in later on.

Met Crystal & Lynette on the way back and decided that we should go to Cheryl's house to have a DeScreamers gathering. Then went back to 13 bus stop to meet Celine. Discussed for awhile and so we all decided that WE should join the E2 for LAN. LOL............ Damn guilty lor ):
1 hour - we assured ourselves that after that, we'll be heading to Cheryl's house to gather w Meryln as well .. but after 1hour we didn't go. MAKE ME EVEN MORE GUILTY! LOL. Keep calling and changing plans w Cheryl. Heng she's not petty person. Phewh.

Spam quite a number of pics w Vick and Chan cam. GO FACEBOOK SEE!

Today..

Came to the airport on time and checked in. Idle for awhile to wait for Ying. GATE OPEN. BOARDING. LAST CALL. Then I start panicking. WHERE'S YING?!! (ah I told her the wrong gate lol) I rushed to her side while she walked to mine. Finally we've met after all the complication that happened yesterday. Celine, Chan and KH then came along.

AND SENT ME OFF.
THE END :D

MIZZING THEM LIKE HELL NOW. ARH.

PS. I'm not gonna pretend & I don't feel awkward. So don't be embarrassed!
PS.S. Can't wait to hear news from Vicki. Hoooo~

Today!

2010-03-15T11:41:00.004+08:00

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Let's go party like its your birthday!

HELLO PEOPLE!!

I am going to Singapore today, tonight! Plane flying at 8pm Jakarta time.

WHOOHOO.

Gonna stay for 2 days. Wednesday I'll be back in Jakarta to fix my bloodeh Visa.

Some rich people wants to deliver some food to Singapore but he can't go himself. So he have to have someone (ME) to send. LOL, he's gonna pay for my two way tickets! Hehe.

Webcam

2010-03-13T00:25:00.004+08:00

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I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me.

HEY! Posting some of the webcam session screenshots. DEDICATED TO CELINEOW AND SIVAPEEYA WHO MISSED IT! Heh heh hehhh.

4 of us went online first.

Grace Crystal Cheryl
Merlyn Cindy

Look how screwed up Grace's Macbook cam is lololol. Merlyn's a web cam therefore can be excused, but Grace's $2,600 macbook?! NOO~ XD
Don't you love you suan her~? Hahah.

One brown dog settling on her pillow, one chao a lian and one ghost. LOL.
Merlyn had trouble w her cam/mic through the session so she didn't get to really webcam w us.

Heh got to gossip a little w them. Everyone was kinda sleepy and so didn't talk much. Crystal has school too, so we went off early~

OH well, today I had sometime to check allkpop and I SAW BIG BANG~

Gone back all over GD once again hehehehe~

UKVisa

2010-03-11T11:48:00.003+08:00

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So deep that it didn't even bleed.

I'M SHO HAPPEH TODAEH!!! ONE PIECE CAME OUT EXTRA EARLEH! ♥

Anyway, I haven't have the chance to make my Visa yet. Either this document went missing or that document is needed. SIAN my flight is pushed back to April. So troublesome y'know. The UK Visa system changes almost every month! Sick man!

Hope to get it as soon as possible!! RAH.

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Having cold war w dad. It has already been 3 days since I changed my attitude towards him. It's gonna last for long cause the scar he gave me ain't gonna heal so fast. I would really like to hold his hands and hug him but .. I just can't lie to myself that everything is alright. And he. He's acting like nothing has ever happened before.

Trauma

2010-03-10T23:22:00.005+08:00

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And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you.

Trauma #1
Almost had a car crash cause my aunt slept while driving through a highway.

Trauma #2
Had to witness aunt being physically abused - bashed, slapped and punched in the head, by her husband. This is the worst part.

I wanted to run towards her, to protect her and scream at that bastard. But I did nothing .. just stood there and cry like one dummy. Only at the end I dared to step out, asked her in teary eyes if she was alright (obviously not), but she remained strong and said it's ohkay, I'm used to this. She'd carry on like this - for the sake of her kids.

She warned me,

Cindy, you have to choose your partner wisely, there's more than what meets the eye. Find out about his family ; bad character tends to be passed on; drunkard, gambler, womanizer and abuser. Avoid to marry 客家人 (hakka, literally translated as guest people), a hundred broken marriage I counsel, 90 of them involves 客人.

(That's just her opinion, please do not be offended. I understand that we cannot judge as the whole population. Some are bad, otherwise they're good.)

Well, I just thought that my aunt husband is a faggot/banci who dared to raise hands on a woman. Either he has got no balls, insane or his brains has got maggots.

Buseh

2010-03-10T00:26:00.000+08:00

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Let's go back to the start.

Seems like ages since I've blogged. Hehee, not my fault either y'know. I've been very busy since I got back from Papua.

First, I got back my brand new iPod loaded with my favourite music and dozens of Hillsong United albums.

Then I started to download all types of application and games to have a taste of what I've missed out. Bible comes first and 1 whole pages of games comes next. I spend almost every of my free time on the iPod, read Bible, play Zombieville or sometimes just idling while listening to the vibes.

Caution: EXTREMELY addictive games above!

Subsequently, my cousins and aunts start to ask my family out. It's like a big reunion~~ I'm so glad that they did. Nothing much changed, everyone is like what they were ten years ago. Sam & Pat just as chubby, gorgeous Jessica the TV star cousin, playboy Randy who graduated from China, Aaron just as cute (except that he's more like a walking skeleton), Aiai just as talkative and Kiki shockingly white as before.

There's more cousins I would like to meet, but apparently they are like scattered around Jakarta and it would be with much difficulties that we would actually meet up.

Oh & I just finally met up with my mom's youngest bro who was in America all these while. He brought like 2 bags of .... halloween treats and costumes. ROFL. Which were all grabbed by my other cousins and I'm left with none, except for the Ring POP~~ Could do with some cheering up with that :D OH & he gave me some bunny costume - big furry ears matched with white bow and one big bob tail at the butt. HAHAHAHA. Damn cute~

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Last week, I had the worst trauma ever. Shall continue on the next post.

*YAWNS.

Nights!!

Letter

2010-03-05T22:59:00.002+08:00

No one can ever change my mind, cause I am what I am and I am what I like.

I'VE RECEIVED A LETTER FROM PEEYA FINALLY!!

hehehe, I'm gonna write soon. SOON!!

-

2010-02-25T00:30:00.005+08:00

SIGH.

Anyone knows where to download Holy Bible for jailbroken iPod Touch?

iTunes didn't work, 4shared didn't work, apptrackr.org didn't work either!!
I DON'T KNOW WHYY!!~

WHEEERREEE ELSE??

Maybe I should just read the real Holy Bible traditionally; just not fated to read iPod Touch Bibles ):

Worst Flight Experience.

2010-02-21T09:30:00.010+08:00

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Do you know that your love, is the sweetest sin?

Firstly, update smses from that Raoul guy who kinda stalks my mom or something ROFL.

20022010; wy u so sexy u make me crazy
21022010; Good morning Lili, I just fitness When you come Jakarta?

My mom kinda freaked out after receiving those messages HARHARHARHAR. I teased mom about him since then XD

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Mom woke me up with her shocking decision a few days ago; we're flying to Jakarta. With half of my conscious, I just told her to do it the next day or something. Then I got up abruptly, recalling what she had said. Jakarta. ROFL! I ran down and asked her twice what she had said, and she assured me that I didn't hear it wrong; Jakarta. Today.

Anyway we got our things packed and left in a rush & arrived at the airport on time but only to realize that our flight is delayed by 1hour. I was indifferent about the delay, cause I know that the system is already that screwed up, schedule is always in disarray and was never punctual in history. When finally we got on board the plane, my mother met 2 of her frequent buyers.

We finally took off to Biak for transit. A small island near the papua mainland.

Arriving in Biak, we waited readily at the waiting room. With transit and boarding passes. When they announced flight delay, no one cared much really. They all knew. Until it was announced that the flight was canceled due to some technical problems - the ventilator went hay wired. I was appalled. I had never experienced such cases, especially cancellation of flights during transit. I thought ohmyg, what a screwed up airline! They arranged passengers to have a night at some random hotel near the airport, in the burden of the airline. The airport was totally in chaos, some passengers were already red-headed; shouting and banging. Some just left the airport quietly without further arguments.

Transportation was luckily included, or I'll go berserk myself. Upon reaching the hotel, we were greeted by mosquitoes. Was a dark and run down 3 star hotel. -_- Nevermind, I reminded myself to keep my head cool and bear with the idiocy. To keep myself sane, I thought I'll take some photos (of the awesome hotel) to upload.

Exterior

Interior; First Sight

Beds

Bathroom (this is the awesomest)

The only thing I thought was nice was the stupid wooden framed mirror. Antique but... with this type of interior; it just didn't match the whole thing.

RIGHT, I'm done complaining!!

Matchmake.

2010-02-17T12:37:00.009+08:00

As I see, sinners seeks devotion, lost become chosen.

32 days more.
22032010; Three cheers for London.

44 days more.
12042010; For the real game to begin.

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Yesterday I served an African guy on the counter who was around his late twenties. He was wearing nice suit and a cool pair of glasses. He wanted a ticket to Jakarta but could speak little Bahasa Indo so the other colleague directed him to me but his English was broken as well so yeah =_=, later I found out he speaks French instead. Nonetheless, I helped him out by searching the best price for him. Unfortunately, Batavia Air server was down when I was just about to make the payment and I had to run around to seek help from other colleagues. So while waiting for the server to be up, I had a little chat with him. I found out that he originates from Africa who kinda migrated to France, and had business in Jakarta therefore he was hanging around in Indonesia.

He described that French men are very romantic and gentlemanly unlike others. Then he asked me if I was married, then I said, no I'm still 17. He nodded and said I was still very young and went on saying that he have an 18 year old brother who is a football player in France and goes on to say that I could marry him +_+ ROFL. That was a very strong statement, I was absolutely shocked to hear that. Trying to be lady like and not rude or offensive I replied that it would be nice to meet him.

This man is kind of out of his mind, he said my mom is sexy harahrharharhar~ Just like Hutch who loves moms. Anyway, we were invited by him to have two weeks of holiday in Paris HAR HAR HAR~ I would love that though!! FREE HOLIDAY!! HOHOHO.

Anyway in the end, I simply just booked him a ticket from Express Air cause Batavia Air's server was still down & I got down his e-mail. AND SO HE LEFT.

Today he smsed my momma saying, "Good morning Lili, nice to meet u very sexy. Raoul"

TOTALLY ROFL LAR. I KEPT LAUGHING AND LAUGHING WHEN MY MOM SHOWED ME THAT SMS. LOLOLOL.

Photos Up!

2010-02-16T12:31:00.004+08:00

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Today, I'm walking to the beat of Your heart. You take me all the way to the start.

Shit, sickness after sickness. After 3 days of fever now I'm down with flu. That's stupid. I realized I'm very vulnerable to germs and viruses and fall sick easily like no body's business. My immune system is so weak. I wonder how I'm gonna survive in the cold, wet London. I'm gonna spam Luo Han Guo all the way!! Hate to be sick.

Anyways, was here just to upload some photos and videos from Valentine's celebration in the karaoke cause I just got my hands on it.

Here's a photo of Lala grooving!

Random picture
P.S. LOOK BEHIND US! ROFL.

The people behind was dancing.
& the people in front was doing an unglam camwhoring.
& I am gossiping! HAHAHA.
LOL.

I was caught again, what a calefare (sp?).

The short video on lala singing Belah Duren.

Yorkay, done!

V & CNY!

2010-02-15T11:19:00.011+08:00

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Every time I come close to you, feels like I'm gonna dream. Every time.

HAPPY BELATED
V♥LENTINE'S DAY
&
CHINESE NEW YEAR!
EVERBODEH!~

Didn't wish on time cause I was out the whole day to 拜年 and celebrate valentine's day at night. I didn't receive any hong baos for 拜年 D: DAMN SADDED LEI. Aiyah, anyway we also forgot to bring two oranges to 拜年hehehehh, so yeah counted as no sincerity.

Mum & I had Valentine's celebration with her colleagues whom organized karaoke session and which we had dinner aftermath. Since then, I realized people are two faced ROFL. The seriousness that filled their face during working hours almost was like a masquerade that they quickly took off in the karaoke room. They almost gone completely crazy, shaking their asses and dancing to the beat while the person sings. Mum has a banci (gay guy) as her colleague, who is mad hilarious. He.. oh no, she kept singing hard core techno indo songs like Belah Duren (Split Durian) and Kuching Garong (Cat Robber), and kept doing some horny moves cause the song was horny as well ROFL. She kept meow meow-ing as well hahahah~ I don't know why these songs exists -_-

one word, EPIC!

I bet you people wonder why my mom would accept a banci as her worker. Well that's because he's an enthusiastic and a fantastic worker and at least he doesn't wear female clothing. Hahaha~ Yeah, he has a nickname: Lala. His colleagues likes to confuse the customers, like "Please go to Miss Lala over there, the one wearing blue shirt." I've witness a few cases and it was damn funny to watch a confused customer looking around for Miss Lala wearing a blue shirt when he was just right in front of them. He didn't mind those ridicules, in fact he would join in and say to the customers "I'm Abdulah during the day and Lala at night~~" HAHAHA!

Anyway the karaoke room here was not as I expected, it's like (Y) phhheew, damn nice. HAHAH and damn large - with pink florescent light tables, projector screen, and red sofas. I think that's the largest room. Sorreh, no pictures were taken. Or at least by me.

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Anyway, I've just driven a manual car again for the 3rd time this year :D and I think I've improved lots. like LOADS~ GAHAHAHEHE. I'm learning how to park (in the open field) already. Only the starting is not as smooth. But changing gear and reverse is no longer a problem for me :D Soon I'll drive on the road and crash cars. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

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Bek has written up a new blog & I was just done editing his template.
It's up now :D
{Underneath the Stars.

ohkay buai.

P to the H to the ATS.

2010-02-11T17:05:00.007+08:00

Cannibalism.

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First off,

R.I.P.
TO ONE PIECE CHARACTER
PORTGAS. D. ACE/GOL. D. ACE

on the unofficial date of 10 February 2010

You will be missed!

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I want your ugly, I want your disease. I want your everything as long as it's free.

I'm getting very phat and heavy these days. My phats bulging out everywhere~ I need to loose weight before I go to UK, cause I'm absolutely positive that I will gain weight there, due to the difference of portion size and the cold, you know.

A few days ago, my phats even learn calling using a cellphone!
Re-enact SMS:

Bek: Yeah cin? U call me?

Me: Idk leh, I called you? Eah, sorry I was lying on my phone hahahahaha!

Bek: Hm. If thats the case, then ur phats called me.

Me: Hahahaha phats say hi to you!

Bek: Rofl, I said hello2 many times just now to your phats.

Bebek left for Brisbane on the 8th of February and I'm damn sad cause I've just lost a sms buddy ): I miss smsing him now! LOL. Will not get to sms him so freely now. Sigh.

We all promised to keep in contact, but .. you know, I'm not very sure if just e-mails is sufficient to keep us in touch.

I miss everyone suddenly, just like turtlepigg had said, I miss the tuition group too. Me being late as usual. Played LAN or ate together after/before tuition, or skipped tuition as a group. Criticized each others clothing, especially my bling bling jacket (and my Burberry shirt which started all because of afroho), chan's low cut shirt and old man's construction worker neon jacket. ROFL. Discussed FO and BB and laughed uncontrollably at CY & Thomas' jokes. It was so much fun then. I wonder if that moment will come by again. Sigh.

Life has to go on, uh.

I MISS THEM ):

RuneScape!!

2010-02-08T12:40:00.011+08:00

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My integrity was sold, priced and placed upon the shelves, its worth its weight in gold.

I've just decided that I'm ..

Done over playing RuneScape ROFL. OHMYG. It's killing me can!!

Enter the website LOAD so slow then LOG IN so slow. Logged in already then the character WALK so slow. KILL Goblins also so slow! WAH BUEH TAHAN YOU KNOW. I wonder why last time I could stand playing that until LEVEL 75.

This took me almost like 1 hour to load. Just to load the log in page -_-

My handsome character. ROFL!
Whom walked like a snail.

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Oh and in addition, I've drawn up FURBALL. Since I'm that bored rofl. Used microsoft paint to draw everything! I'm so proud of it HAHAHAHAHA. Furball ain't nobody, haha this is just my random creation.

Yeah that's the rubbish it for today.

Caul

2010-02-07T14:58:00.007+08:00

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It's a damn cold night, trying to figure out this life.
Take me by the hand, take me somewhere new, I don't know who you are.
But I .. I'm with you.

Hey blog!

Just back from visiting (more like a pass-by) my kindergarten and my primary school. Memories were not really long nor memorable, but yeah at least I still remember certain things and that I had studied there before HEHEHE.

My Kindergarten Kartika VI-1

Oh I remembered there's a little girl who loves to go around flashing her undies in front of her classmates (including me) in my kindergarten, hahahha super duper cute~

My Primary school Kartika VI-1

and in my primary school, there's a big fat bully that likes to extort my daily pocket money (Rp. 5000 = $0.74) Don't mess with me!! Sounds drama but it really happened to me. Hahaha, my elder sister was like the primary school's Da Jie last time, so fun~

I only had around a year in the Primary school, but yeah hehehe good to have taught that stupid bully a lesson!

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Yesterday I've just seen the tiniest little human being in my whole life~ hehehe. So damn cute and smells damn .. fresh? ROFL.

It's a baby girl, 3kg of weight and had a length of an arm. 3 days old!
NAMELESS.

Face looks a little like bulldog HAHAHA. Sorry for the dark picture, the room was freaking dark. She was given birth on the 3rd February. Mother is my mother's colleague, name Gledis.

The tiny paper on her forehead is to stop her from hiccuping, so as her mom says.

She opened her eyes but, eye lids too bloated ROFL.

Can't imagine how this thing survived in the womb. It's really amazing pffft, I took biology but I'm saying these stuff. Really, God's creation is too amazing and indescribable.

Anyway, heard that she was born out along with the amniotic sac and fluid, born in the caul, so it still shaped like an egg when it was out, still attached to the placenta by the umbilical cord. Funneh, many of us wasn't given birth like that.

"Born in caul"

They said that in this case, it's a special gift for the baby to confer special sights - to have sixth sense, a third eye, also destined for greatness and a protect death from drowning. Then they keep the sac for some kind of talisman. I don't really believe in these paranormal stuff but .. erh. Almost like EVERYONE says the same thing when they heard that it was born out along with the sac. They said around the age of 2-3 it will cry very often due to the sightings of the paranormal stuff.

I've researched in Google and a Wikipedia of it came out. Wikipedia "Caul".

TRANSMISSION ENDS.

Activities!

2010-02-06T20:57:00.002+08:00

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Letting the cloud hanging above me, raining on me, missing your touch{

Sorry people, I'm too bored that I'm back again. Gahaha~

There's quite a list of activities available in Bellerbys~~ Here goes the list:

CLUB&SOCIETY

Charity & Fund Raising Club
Debating Society
Chess Club
Golf Society
Hip-Hop Group
Math Club
Young Economist of the Year

SPORTSPROGRAMME

Table Tennis & Football (Every evening)
Running (Tuesday)
Yoga (Tuesday)
Basketball (Friday)
Tennis (Saturday)

REGULAREVENTS

Ice skating
Live Music Concert
Trips to Watch Film at Greenwich Playhouse
Visit the Exhibition at Victoria & Albert Museum
Weekly West End Theater Trip

What catches my eye is of course the Hip-Hop group, and the sports programme~~~ HAHAHAH! But I wanted to have Guitar Club or something too! Bellerbys Brighton has it, why not Bellerbys London!! TT_TT ARH ROFL, so many recreational activities, ahhhahaha I gotta plan properly and choose one that is less time-consuming.

D-I-S-T-R-A-C-T-I-O-N-S-Z-X.

It will be good actually if I can do those activities now, when I'm bored .. and has nothing to do.

{BYE!

Bolster.

2010-02-06T13:07:00.004+08:00

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Heard from my sister that there's NO BOLSTER in UK. They don't use it, so they don't sell it. So my sister asked me to bring bolster to UK ahhahaa~~

But I am not quite sure whether to bring it, AHHAHA~ Cause bringing a bolster to the airport looks so nooob, but I really need a bolster ROFL. I need bolster~~~ Should I bring? My sister said I am going to miss my bolster.

HAHAH my smelly bolster long ago thrown away lor. My baby bolster, smelt like milky-babyish bolster! So therefore I'm bringing a new one. I'm planning to bring my 15 year old doll as well HEH HEH HEH EEE~ sounds so childish hahahaha!

Ohkay I think I'll bring a bolster to UK.

ROFL. I M TOO BORED!

Maple Download Phail.

2010-02-04T11:40:00.005+08:00

I'm not gonna wait for 6 FREAKING DAYS & 12 STUPID HOURS!

But, gonna give it a shot anyway. HAHAH, leaving it on for the day and I'll see what happens. If not, I'll just give up =_=

They said the same thing for the last 2 tries. I officially give up. Blah blah could not be saved, because the source file could not be read. Try again later, or contact server administrator.

Screw it, I m not gonna try again! HEHEHEH.

Extinction.

2010-02-03T18:33:00.004+08:00

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}the whole damn world is just as obsessed with who's the best dressed and who's just a mess.

Hello blog,

This has been in my mind all my life. Maybe since I was a single-cell begin, static messages or some sort was transmitted into every little atoms of it. That may be the reason of why I was a little bit different from other girls, my behavior, my character and my preferences. Even my appearance.

You see, my family has no boys, that was what most traditional Chinese were afraid of. Conspicuously, that disturbed my father. So he kept trying, and trying, endeavoring to get a child who would carry on his name to the next generation. Until it was the 5th child, the nurse had actually mistaken its sex, it was said to be a masculine. (I do not know why, either the nurse was a blind one or I had an extra skin?.. I don't know!!) My father rushed to the hospital enthusiastically and full of hope but when he was there, he was utterly disappointed. That was the story.

I grew up with a mindset that I was a boy, cause I haven't got a single idea of the difference between a masculine or a feminine then. I refused to wear skirts and dresses, ripped barbies and dolls and played with robots and cars. I refuse to keep long hair and had a long tail behind my neck.

Something like this!

Then my mother was no longer able to bear another child after me.

My father had always wanted a boy, he was so desperate and kept suggesting ideas like; adopting a baby boy, test tube baby and blah blah blah. He wanted a boy to continue his business and to carry on this generation, cause none of his siblings had the surname 'Suwito' all of them had 'Chua' as surname.

Then it struck me, maybe I was able to carry on the name. I thought of staying single and adopting a child or putting 'Suwito' as my child middle name if I had a husband. I don't know! I had to do something, cause I think 'Suwito' is going to extinct HAHAHAHA. I know it's absurd and ridiculous.

I seriously think SUWITO is going to be extinct, cause they are not many in Indonesia, kinda endangered? ROFL. Sounds like animals.

Anyway, worried as I am, I thought that SUWITO is going to be EXTINCT!

WHAT SHOULD I DOOO! ARHHH, WE'RE NEAR EXTINCTION!

Life Here.

2010-02-02T13:18:00.006+08:00

}I love you with a fire red, now it's turning blue.

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32 days left.

I'm so friggin' bored! ~

Everyday I wake up, prepare then went downstairs and switch on the lap top, start reading blogs and checking out looks on lookbook. If it still bores me, I help my mother count money or serve foreign tourists on the counter.

Then at night when my mother finishes work, we watch Cinta Fitri till midnight. The story is so screwed up and I concluded that I would not watch it anymore. The family is too problematic and too draggy, it's already on the fifth season and still no ending! Its like the mom went to coma, then woke up and went back to coma again -_- is like WTF!! After the coma the son-in-law has a heart attack -_- But my mother loves it, oh well.

Cinta Fitri poster.

Then I would go on MSN and chat with friends a lil' while in BB till I start snoring.

Recently I've met a British old couple who are spending their pension traveling around the world. Yeah I was their translator but however, it was an epic phailure cause I can't translate back to Indonesian, and my English is getting from bad to WORST, since these 3 months in Indonesia. DANG! Yeah, been busy hanging out with them and bringing them around. So that's the reason for my absence lately. The lady, is much of a walking radio or something, she kept ranting and ranting stories from her husband's childhood to Hitler and the Kings of England. ROFL. It was interesting though.

Meeting them tonight again cause they want to treat us some dinner. So yeah, I'll not be available on MSN tonight.

MY HOMESTAYYYYY!!

2010-01-30T17:12:00.004+08:00

}Who stole the candy from the candy jar!?~

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Dear Cindy,
We are pleased to confirm your accommodation placement, from 10-Apr-2010, as follows:

**Frederick Place
Plumstead
London __** *__

Telephone number 0208 ******

Mr & Mrs Goodwin have a large comfortable house approximately 50 minutes journey from the college. They are experienced hosts and have good facilities in the house for the students, a lounge and terrace for use by the students and a large collection of videos/books. Mr & Mrs Goodwin very much enjoy meeting people from other countries and like to make them feel at home. They do not smoke and have one dog. Mr & Mrs Goodwin look forward to meeting you.

It is important that you advise us of your arrival details, even if a transfer is not required, so we can arrange access to your accommodation.

At 09:00 on your first day you should report to the school at London :- Bounty House, Stowage, London, SE8 3DE where you will be welcomed by your Programme Manager. If you do not already have one, you will be given a student handbook containing information about Bellerbys College and our London centre. Please remember to bring two passport size photographs of yourself for your student card.

We look forward to welcoming you to Bellerbys College, London where we hope your stay will be both enjoyable and beneficial.

Yours sincerely,
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International Admissions Centre

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Report 9AM! SUWEEEEEEEEEEEEET! I can wake up not so early! Or maybe if I am capable (I MUST) then I gotta wake up very early and revise at home before I leave for school!

Hmm. There's many things I'm prepared to sacrifice in order to do well in school. Not to please my parents, but it is for my parents. They're getting older each day, and now that they're already 50+ year old in a blink of an eye. I'm so very affected by the fact that wrinkles, dark spots and many signs of aging is appearing on their skins. It hurts me. Hurts my heart to see them still working when they're suppose to be enjoying their retirement. If I ain't born to this world, they could already have their retirement earlier.

Here goes the scarification list,

Social life Not all lah, ahahhahaha most of it.
Fun No games, no TV and blaba more.
BG Relationship THIS IS TOO SAD! ROFL. I'll see how!
Outing/Party Restricted to once per week.
Part-Time Job Earn extra cash for my savings.
Revision/Study Hope my brain is capable!!

Omg this list seems so familiar. HHAHAHA, I think I wrote this similar list before in my blog. YEAH! I DID! Seems like I didn't quite keep it huh. Haha. So sad, but I sure I'm really going keep this.

Oh! Blogging wastes some of my time as well, so I will time myself 5-10 minutes per entries.

ALRIGHT DEAL!!

I'm so prepared to start school now! Oh, sian still got 1.5 months more to go =_= hel~p~

END OF TRANSMISSION!

Batik.

2010-01-30T12:06:00.008+08:00

Fly away and be freeee~

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Was checking out my old photos when I was young, so cute and chubby man LOL I think if I met my old self when I was 3, I would squeeze my cheeks until it goes blue black. Show you people one photo of myself when I was 3.

Not so clear arh, but look at my cheeks! Excess baby fats! LOLOLOL.

Was during a Miss Kartini competition or something ahahahha for kiddds!

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Ah earlier yesterday, my mum and I attended the Bankers' Dinner. I don't know why my mum ask me to go --- rofl. Eat free dinner lah most prolly.

Everyone was wearing batik. Luckily I wore mum's batik cause I got no formal wear. HAHAHA BLEND INNN~ The meeting was boring man, mum and I was fighting to stay awake. LOL, talk about whatever whatever thing money money money and more money, blah blah blah and blah. Yah. that's what they talked about.

eah, damn noob lei. rofl.

ME AND MUMMMMY.

Oh yah since I had the mood to take photos I took 2 more HEHEHEHE. This is for myvan since she cannot see the prev dark picture lol.

See my hair's quite straight right? Hhahahahaha~~ And my dark circles -- haish. Want to sleep early but always can't. SIAN le.

PS. CELINE, the thing came to me too. ROFL.

PEEYA!

2010-01-25T19:59:00.002+08:00

POLAROID&SKETCHBUK!

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Heeheheeh. This post is dedicated to Sivapriya my dearly beloved friend who left for Perth, and whom I called Peeya lately. HAHAHA~

Dear Peeya,

You're special to me, unique in every way. Your hair, your face, your activeness and even your laughter. Everything about you is imprinted on my mind.
We've known each other for almost more than 4 years, and this four years is never to be forgotten even if we already grew gray hair and drop every single teeth. Now that you've gone to Perth and I'm going to London, it seems that we're very far apart but well, I hope that we'll be close at heart.
Chances of meeting each other is very minimal, but let's pray that we'll meet up very soon!! LOVE YOU PEEYA!!

PS: Sorry for not sending you an SMS! I wanted so much to surprise you but disappoint you instead. >_<

Suwitooo!
25/01/2010

*PS, sorry for the bad photoshopping, I already tried my best GUAHAHAH! I got no pictures w you and I cant enter facebook! HEHEH hope you like my dreamy face!!

Credits taken from OW's picture!! GUAHAHAH, i look at the picture I ROFL.

The more I look the more I think that my photoshopping skills not bad, you know~~~

Tablanusu.

2010-01-25T16:39:00.006+08:00

}Give me freedom, give me fire, give me reason, take me higher!

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Went to some pebbled beach far away from town on Sunday with mum and colleagues and the water is damn nice, so clean. Though yeah, its is damn shallow, cause the seabed is full of corals! When we swam we were actually stepping on the corals, and it hurts lol.

Anyway, tell ya, everyone here is so crazy about facebook and it's so funny like they're excessively obsessed.

Anyway, here's their product of camwhore-ing, uh I was pulled inside so I joined in.

Too glaring!! XD

Colleague's teenage cousins

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Oh anyway found a very nice FIFA 2010 Cocola theme song by K'naan~ Wavin' Flags. Didn't quite like the original song but LOVE this version!!~

very lazy to continue ohkay ohkay bye!

Poll post!

2010-01-20T19:53:00.006+08:00

Just want to know what you people prefer~

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Eah decided to close the poll!

Muahahaha - Result 2:0:2:0

One shall be deducted cause I self vote. HASHAHAHA, was just trying out you know XD I voted for Postcard and letter. So Postcard&Letter ties with Written letters~~

HOWEVER, today I attempted to write a letter and uh.. failed. Cause I dun know what to write!! HAHHA~ So maybe I'll just send postcards with the nakid Papua dude. HEHEHE.

THEEEEEEEEE END.

Postcards.

2010-01-19T17:59:00.023+08:00

GERARDWAY.

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Hmmmmm, I felt like sending postcards from Papua to Singapore for everyone in SG and also in some other places of the world hahaha. Maybe I need umm, 40... 45 .. oh sheet screw it I lost count haha~ BUT DANG!! It will take months to arrive and I just remember DON'T HAVE THEIR ADDRESSES. How screwed up is this, you tell me. Should have asked for everyone's addresses before I leave D: I could e-mail them now but.. would everybody open their Inbox and read my mail? Would they reply? Or too busy with their ongoing life.

I'm missing them so much~~~ Never felt this bond before that is this awesome besides family bond. Just four years of High School that knit this bond, while 6 years of Primary school cannot replace this 4 years. Cause I never miss my primary school friends this much hahaha~

Haha I was going to send a postcard featuring a Papua native tribal guy sitting there naked and smoking cigarettes, and another featuring a native bride (nakid) obscene, so I wouldn't post the picture hahah~~

Taken in Wamena

I don't know why he is smoking that, maybe some angmoh gave him that. Hahaha~ But on a second thought, I think it will freak my friends off hahahaha~ thinking "who is the stupid pervert/weirdo that send this!!" then continues to rip and tear the post card. Hahah @ my imagination!

*everyone including celineow grace sivapriya merlyn crystal cheryllian myvan thudinh linh yvonne siying shilee angie alicia weijie keola zhengyuan chenxuan clement yangrui dominic timothy brendon thomas khengho daniel janson jackson brian cy desmond joash jiawei vicki huiling liyan joe nigeltan samuel nigelchu pangwee nabil farhan william bhalraam andri andika jamie chris stephanie binghui cheryltan deborah nicole celineho jeanie timotsui weiting huiying qaiser mrsgolria mstan mstham mrkong mrkoh mrchen.. hahakk~
(65) hahah thanks ow for the spotting mistakes.

Don't bother reading the small text, its just names and more names, not secrets or whatever secretive shet. Hahaha~ mhmm I think I should send postcard from England, nicer pictures and more high class but - wah lao damn ex nia. Maybe each postcards will cost £1, and after i buy 65 cards I will go broke for the rest of the month, not forgetting the posting fees. Hahahah, idk lah! Maybe I shouldn't even be sending any postcards hahahha!

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OH MYVAN MYVAN! HERE IS MY EFFORT TO TAKE PICTURE!! HAHA~~ I was taking photo without changing expression until the last picture. It was at night and I was damn bored and sleepy xD

Damn sian.

Sigh.

Attempting to smile with my sleepy eyes.

HHAHHHA.

Oh yah I rebonded the top part of my real hair so that's why it's not curly, heheheh. Kkays, next time take more, maybe w my mummy! MYVAN POST MORE PICTO ON YOUR BLOG TOO!

Goodbyeeeee~

Office

2010-01-19T17:01:00.003+08:00

SNEEKERS&JEENS~~

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Uh hello,
Just drop by to post a picture~~

Mum and Dad's new travel office.

Not grand and big but yeah, clean enough - a satisfying workspace. Yeah came here to post it since cc putri ask. HEHEHE, NICE RIGHT CC PUT? 3 floored buildings, this is the first floor. The second floor is Administrative and Canteen and the third is our home~~ HEHEH, my mummy too lazy to travel to the office so she decided that she should just stay in the office hahah~

Much better than the old office I should say. Uh, but everyone says it's haunted. Heard that a lady was brutally murdered here and buried right underneath this building before it was built. There's always a story of a dead persons in a haunted place ain't it, same old ones. I haven't had an sightings of weird stuff, but I don't want to have any hehehehe~ Hmm, it's quite creepy though, a mountain is directly behind this building, so by the back view I can see forest ROFL. This whole city is like surrounded by mountains and forests.

Aiyah in Jayapura, EVERYWHERE is haunted. I care not, cause I have Jesus by my side~~ Hahaha. Ohkay the truth is, I am still a little freaked out. HAHHAA~ Black magic, Voodoo, Spirits, Possessions and Exorcists - exists in this place.

So - wana come here?~

A Surprise?

2010-01-17T10:16:00.007+08:00

Nokia E75

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The day before yesterday night, my mother asked me if I would like to get a BlackBerry phone. Then I said "No, I'm fine with my current phone and I don't quite like BlackBerry." <- Lies, I didn't want her spending extra money on buying me a new phone.

Then the next night, she kidnapped my phone without me knowing and asked to me stay in the office while she is out. Later I thought that I misplaced my phone, I searched around but no avail. So I called my cell and mum picked it up, I was relieved that it wasn't stolen by anyone. When she got back (a few hours later) I walked up to her and she handed me two cellphones, my old sony and an alien phone. I asked whose Nokia E75 is this. She replied, "It's for you." Then my face was blank ...................

Firstly, I didn't expect her to buy me another new phone. Secondly, I don't quite like Nokia, I don't know why, the phone is just not satisfying to my eyes, not pleasurable on my hands. If I had known I should have told her that I LIKE BLACKBERRYYY!!

Haiya, I like Sony Ericsson much better than Nokia, maybe I had grown used to Sony after 8 years of using it, but I still think that I JUST DON'T LIKE NOKIA up to now.

I wana change to Sony Ericsson C903!

5MP Cyber shot Sony~~

There~ maybe mum will change. Or not -_-

Three Cheers!

2010-01-15T14:02:00.006+08:00

Bigu Beng!
This thing is humongous, whho-eeee~

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}So wouldn't you fly with me, and make a great escape?

I am utterly, absolutely happy and relieved that the school in UK is willing to accept me as their student despite that my england is uh "awesome", I actually entered and as they stated, I had passed their academic assessment. HAHAHAH. Oh btw, I took their English test ohkay.

Ohkay, here's the plan.

Around the mid March (or earlier) I'll go back Jakarta, which I'll take a plane to London, Heatherow. I'll live with my sister, which lives in the outskirts of London -_- Uxbridge, some ulu ulu place. Until school starts. I'll find a place to rent near my School, a room of my own~~ Cause I can't stay with my sister when my school is at the far east and sister's place is at the far west of London, the daily transportation fees would cost a BOMB. And the school's accommodation is quite expensive too, so I rather rent my own home outside.

And if I'm allowed, I will have a chance to go back Singapore in February for a week or so. Hahah depends on my mother's mood again.

Uh anyway I've just added nuffnang back again (:

P.S. Please update your blogs people!!
+ Thank you Mustache Girl for the pictures, you look awesome in that hairstyle!
+ Myvan, maybe I'll take some pictures in London HAHAH. Now's not the time~

End of transmission, Goodbye~

Results Out.

2010-01-11T17:48:00.003+08:00

Eah, Im not gonna post my results on my blog. Should I? ROFL.
I think I should just post it here for memory sake, who knows ten years down the road I misplaced the certificate and I could check here again! Hehehe.

English -------------- C6 <- Haha screw my English.
EMath -------------- A2 <- Not bad.
AMath -------------- B3 <- Thanks to moderation.
Physics -------------- B3 <- kinda expected. Bleah.
Biology -------------- B3 <- not happy!!
Chemistry ----------- A2 <- happy~
C. Humans ----------- A1 <- ELATED AH.
Chinese -------------- B4 <- Retest was a failure, and waste of money! xD

L1R5 17, L1R4 14.

I wana kill myself for my English!! I SHOULD! Nehmind, go English sharpen my stupid broken blunt England.

WHAT IS THIS WHAT IS THIS??!! This is the rotten apple that bore from my effort!! GEH.
SCREW EXAMINATIONS AND RESULTS!!

The End.

An Awesome Dream!

2010-01-11T11:24:00.003+08:00

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I had a dream last night, it was so real and so beautiful that I would rather be left in that hallucinatory dream forever.

It was a dream about today, the fateful day which will led me regretful for life or a joy and pride in my heart.

I was working in my mother's office as usual. Then it was around 4pm, according to my dream, that my 2nd sister called to leave me a piece of massage about the O Levels result. She exclaimed: "CINDY YOU'VE GOT 8 POINTS FOR L1R5!!" I was taken aback that I had jumped and screamed like a mad girl. With this 8 points, I could save a large sum of money from my school fees, with this 8 points.

BUT, ironically, I failed my Biology - In this dream. (TOUCHWWOOOOOD!) LOL, seems like this dream would not be favoured as de ja vu, I don't wana ever fail that subject.

lol oke, lets see how we do by 3pm jayapura time!

GOODBYE~

To-do List. (continued)

2010-01-07T10:57:00.003+08:00

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Ah, since I'm bored again I shall continue my to-do list ROFL.
continued...

15. Play Guitar Hero Tour/Rock band with Descreamers (Sivapriya, Merlyn Koh, Grace Chan, Celine Ow, Crystal Tay and Cheryl Lian) and I'll book the drum set!! 2012?
16. Jog and exercise with Sivapriya. 2012?
17. Witness the release of O Levels result ceremony, 11 Jan 2010 ; 2pm!
18. Go arcade and movie with Brian Wisaputra. 2012?
19. Watch Sherlock Holmes DVD at home. Feb 2010
20. Paint on canvas and frame it on my wall! Or do a mural painting. (?)
21. Give Cai Hui Ling aka Mustache Girl random present I got. 11 Jan 2010 ; 2pm?
22. Play scissors-paper-stone SLAP! with Joe Tan. Maybe.
23. Learn how to drive manual car smoothly without jerking. SOON!
24. Get a driving license. (Indo Style, *smirk!) Maybe.
25. Go Papua beach chillax with daddy and mummy! 10 Jan 2010
26. Managed to reach London, Heathrow alone and safely after hours of flight. March 2010
27. Find the cheapest accommodation for myself in Brighton or London. Preferably London! March 2010

HMM I think this should be all! HOHOHOH. I PREPLANNED EVERYTHING! HAHA I'm such a planner ROFL. Alright!

B~Y~E~!

To-do List.

2010-01-06T18:42:00.007+08:00

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Hello, I'm so bored that I decided to write random stuff in my blog once again :D and since I'm already a decade and 7 years old, there's many things I would like to attempt for the first time.

Things I want/wish to do:

Bite Vicki Lim. HARD, multiple times. 2012
Get souvenirs or some sort for friends in SG. 2012
Gossip with Celine Ow and Grace Chan. EVERYDAY!
I'll reread the Holy Bible, on my iPod. 18 Feb 2010
Church with Joash Lee. 2012
Laugh at Ong CY's and Thomas Chua's jokes and ridicules. 2012
Insult Chua Kheng Ho and get stranggled. 2012
Play pool, bowling, sauna and swim with Myvan, Ying and Linh. 2012
I would like to read/study my school books in advance. SOON!
Play DotA or L4D with the E2 gamers. (oh no it should be training session) Jun 2010?
A pair of Aladdin pants, something like this and restock my wardrobe. SOON!
I wanna try ~~shisha~~. (Afro say cannot!)
I would like to try to go clubbing & maybe get drunk for the first time. (?)
Go for bungee jump, sky dive, cliff diving, roller coaster whatever that pumps up my adrenaline. (?)

Uh that's all I can think of, I gotta think more tomorrow lol.

CIAO!

Papuaaaaaaaa~

2010-01-05T10:48:00.011+08:00

The DAY is yet to approach.

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Sorreh I've not update my blog for almost a month. Hahaha I'm in kampung~ kampung~ I'm born here, raised here and lived here for 6 years, which then I moved to Singapore and received education for 10 years.

This is my hometown.

I just had to wonder, why, and why of all places did my parents had to settle here rofl. Cause there is none of the environment favourable to a person (at least to me) in this city. Filthy, diseased plaque, inconvenient, undeveloped and hot city. Except for it's natives, exotic cultures and the natural forestery, this place is not that special.

There is like mountains and untouched forests everywhere, and untouched islands.

A view from a hill (or is it a mountain?) where a chinese temple was built for the chinese to pray. It's called Vihara or something. The view was fantastic. It'ts like a portrait, but a real life one. Haha~ See the islands, up there we can see civilisation and beautiful beaches on the long insland, the small ones don't have a trace of human civilisation. This phone camera is too noob, up there I thought that if I had a DSLR, it would be even more awesome.

ROFL. FOREST, MOUNTAINS, SEA AND CLOUDS~ so kampung, right?

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Oh spending new year here wasn't of what I've expected. There's so many fireworks hahah~ though its like unprofessional individuals who did it, still we had the mood for new year celebration! And they fired the fireworks like free one! Every Tom, Dick and Harry was setting up the fireworks and holding the long stick and shaking it while it shooots sparks and explodes in the sky.

One of the best shot I took with my phone~ There's like rainbow coloured fireworks, purple, green, red, orange, yellow and blah blah blah~

One of the failed shot, which was a little too late/early. The bright thing is the exploding fireworks. Looks like some lamp hanging in the middle of no where.

BEST SHOT! AHAGHAHAA!~~
After the fireworks died down, which is directly above my head, small stones fell from the sky lol, I think it's the burnt leftovers.I didn't get to play with fireworks bcos my dad was nagging of how dangerous it is and my mum was afraid the sparks will hit our face.

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Oh some random photos I'd take when I was bored in Jakarta ROFL.

Ma basketballer elder sister lol! Took this when she was busy doing work.

Rocker Dickson lol. Candidly took it when my sister forced me to take when I said I was tired. HAHAHA look at the chest hair and the hand sign GUAHAHAHAH!

My elder sis' friend's kid. DAMN CUTE, CHUBBILY FAT!! He got a big fat round belly and his shirt says "FEED ME" gaahhah! He was struggling on me while taking the picture hahah~ Next time I wana buy the similar shirt or print it myself and ask my kid to wear that too ROFL.

Oh yeh, I'm unable to log on twitter, facebook, msn and any socializing web cause my mum blocked all such sites to prevent people to play during office hours when they're suppose to work. So I'm stuck with small buttons on BlackBerry, you know I'm a little lazy lol, and my thumb's a little big huh. Hahaha~

OHKAY CIAO! ~

Luxuries.

2009-12-27T01:03:00.006+08:00

PHOTO OF THE DAY! GHEHEHE - NOM NOM NOM!

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Uh huh, went to Pantai Mutiara or something this afternoon, and I think it's the first time I've been there and .. the place looks new. Like there's empty land or half built buildings etc. Was driving past the houses and notice that they were all f*ing mansions. Big, nice and ... luxurious. Classic, minimalist or Rome exterior designs name it and you get it! Then we drove to the end of the road and parked there.

There lies the most awesome apartment I've seen in Jakarta! It's like the Dubai hotel thing, but yeah you know it can't be compared much to the Dubai hotel. What I'm saying that it's just - speechless.

Can you believe this is a f*ing apartment?! LOL, heard that its too luxurious and expensive that no one was really interested - well at least not at it's price. Seriously that looked like some grand office workplace or maybe some six star hotel maybe? Oh, plus this thing is located beside a coast. Well, ain't no beautiful coast but well - it's still a coast uh. HAHAHA.

The "coast". HAAHAHA cemented shoreline. Well at least you can jog and enjoy the breeze even if there's no sandy place to build sand castles or swimming activities. The breeze is so delectable, that I spread my arms to feel more of it unknowingly. Oh yeah, two noob people walking right there is my elder sis and her boyfriend, ko William. Hehehehe~

Due to it's location, it's prone to flood. Well, I guessed that the funny shaped stones are something to manage the coast to prevent it from flooding? HAHAH, Hard Engineering blah blah blah blah more Geography pouring in my mind.

And this is why no swimming activities is ever seen in this "beach". Uh well, if you can't see due to the poor details, it's f*ing rubbish. Garbage, trash and more waste. Plastic bags freaking polluted the already ruined "beach". It's like TONS & TONS of them left abandoned swaying with the waves. Even more plastic bags on land! I'm sorry but I just had to complain! These people just don't know how to appreciate the nature beauty.

Oh there's a big factory, located quite near to the beach too. Erh. Some large factory that exhausts some white smokes from its red and white striped tall chimney. Sigh, on a second thought this place ain't really that nice due to all its pollution.

Ohkay houses. House number one. Level one. Arabian style? HAHAHAH, I'm not so sure. This house is already too awesome for me. HAHAHA, this is the most humble one I've compared across this street. Guess what, the trees alone cost like a thousands of dollars if you could sum it up. My dad's obsessed with trees and plants, so I know the estimated price lolz.

House number two. Level two. Bits of mixed design here and there, Greece? Looks like normal bungalow you would see at Sixth Avenue huh?

House number three, Level three. I didn't take the picture. CUZ I WAS ASHAMED LOLX. There was freaking security guard down there and he was checking us out cause we were walking too close to the house. It's got a minimalist exterior design with glass as walls at certain parts, I could see the owner walking down the stairs. Anyway, the main distinctive point is that. It. Has. Got. A. FUCKING. ENORMOUS. GARAGE! With like 6 cars parked neatly and shimmering by the light. SHINY. LOL. Ferrari, and idk what other brand I couldn't identify it much cuz of the uncomfortable stare of the guard and the gate. The garage gate isn't all covered you see, there's like many slits heheh.

House number four, Level four. Idk what design is this, a palace? LOL. But trust me, this is just a section of the house. I couldn't go any further and the camera is too noob to contain any bigger picture. There's like another mini house (a house for the second wife?) at the left side and a guard house plus the extended part of the house at the right. So many trees - like jungles. HAHAH, guess the owner needed more privacy.

The fence. The main gate is much bigger than this fence. Behind it is the grand entrance. LOL I'm so much like a stalker. SHUSH, and yes I love big houses, so what? HAHAHA. Oh, forgot to mention, there is a man made lake/river behind and there hides many yacht. We've peeeeked! HEHEHE.

Ohkay enough of houses! I gotta go! ~ gehehe!

Floood!

2009-12-25T19:32:00.006+08:00

HEELLOOO.

Meet the new city in Jakarta that is floating on water.

Cars driving on water~ Stalls floating on water~ Traffic light as well!

Cycling and walking on the water~

LOL.

Flood water. It rained so f*ing heavily down here last two days and it just flood the whole streets down there.

Alright got to go watch some videos~

He goes, "Hohoho!"

2009-12-25T15:51:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODYYY!

Heheehe!~ Sorreh no time to make alternate colours. Wanted to make alternate colour hehehe.

BUT GOTTA TELL EVERYONE, I LOVE YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE!
GHAHAHA~

I don't know - just sudden burst of love from me! Geheheh!

Bull Dung.

2009-12-24T00:16:00.015+08:00

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Was suppose to go to fitness club today but sister didn't keep her promise. Was so disappointed again.

Anyway, I just received my iPod well again from Brian and coincidentally met with his mum at the ATM corner with my sisters. She said my sisters are so tall yeah bebek said I'm short T-T What to do! My 4 sisters ate all my calcium from my mother's womb before I'm even born, so I'm left with little calcium to grow with. That's my theory guahahah!! Since all of them is like 170cm and above and I'm the only 160cm myself. Giants and a dwarf.

Went to Mangga2 ITC for a short while, it's like Singapore's far east. I think. Then proceeded to Pluit's Yu Yuan Tang place for Fish Spa therapy and Feet + Body massage. Well, it was my first to go Fish Spa thing. The 'tank' seems like to contain thousands of fish.

Yeah the black strips and lines are the fishes. Here's the room for the Fish Spa Therapy!

Yeah then we'll sit around and dip our feet inside~ while enjoying the Chinese drama and air condition. When I first dip my feet it's like so freaking ticklish! ~~ I couldn't stop laughing while the small fishes nibble on my feet. Every time I laugh the fishes which settled eating on my feet would flee~ lol, so I eventually tried to control and well, success~

Here is my fat leg in the tank. Felt too ticklish! The feeling is like when you sit in the assembly hall for 1hour cross legged and when you stand up - sudden rush of blood ended up in cram. That's what it felt like! But it's obviously more comfortable, not that undesirable.

The fishes is about 1cm to 6cm long. There's many sizes of fishes wriggling near my legs, sho niche!

Elder sister while watching drama. She caught the fish like twice and abused it before she let go. Scrutinize the fish and then HAHAHA, she was like asking "It's refusing to open its mouth now!!"

See how much of my legs I'm trying to 'dip'? HAHAH I'm trying to get more of it cause it's so nichhee~ The 30 minutes didn't really make your leg smooth or anything, I think it's just for fun guahah, but anyway I decided that I will breed those fishes in my house next time so I could SPA everyday~ hhoohoh! So after a short 3ominutes, we moved on the the massage room - only for 3! Heheh~ Yeah more privacy man, I like that.

Elder sister on phone and 2nd sister already on posing position lol.

Then asked my sister to take picture for me~!

Since I had the mood to take pictures, I felt like zi lian. BUT NO SKILL! GUAHAHAH! Truly looked like the specific someone who phailed in camwhoring. Erm, you know who I'm saying, Grace should know. GUHAHAHAH, yeah that EMO PHAIL girl. I shall never cam whore, looked so similar to her >_<"

Oh I just saw the young Taylor Launter in Cheaper by the Dozen 2, I think. GEHEHEH, sho cute leh~ I LIKE! Hehehe~ SHO CUTE! Hahah he has raging hormones~ heheeeee. Mmm, charming mm and cute~ ahahahha! That's why he's a kid star~!

Ohkay gotta go already~

What's new?

2009-12-21T01:48:00.005+08:00

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Had a second meet up with Bebek and went for the same routine. This time we met at Grand Indonesia. Watched Ju On 4 around the afternoon. Brian is lucky to watch a horror movie with me and watch my reaction - cause it's epic. GHAHAHAHAHA. Haven't seen how I'd react when watching horror movies, have ya? Idk, I jumped like a dozen times in that freaking movie and even covered my ears and closed my eyes to attempt to be not scared by the next upcoming ghost that is popping out. And I gotta say that Indonesians really have dramatic reaction lol, like the whole cinema will shout/laugh in unison.

Went for arcade after movie. Played some action games like idk what boxing game, whacking and lots of action game - played until my hand hurts crap. 2 rounds of arcade basketball which I thought I improved a lot gahaha and ended up having shoulder cram or some sort. Aiyah! I won all the games except the boxing and the basketball games ahahaha~ Then slacked around at the frozen yogurt which we thought it was fun for ourselves to mix and match our yogurt flavours and fillings and ended up that our 2 cup of yogurt cost like 80k rupiah, mmm which is around $12 bucks. Was complaining about my iPod touch problems to Brian and so he lend me his iPod touch home in exchange of that he will bring home mine and try to fix it. (and I think I already spoiled his now)

Then today wanted to go church but was an epic phailure cause sister was dilly dallying around with her friends like - I wait for you, you wait for me this type of stuff, ended up 1 hour late. The church was f*ing full - even with people sitting at the stairs listening to the sermon. SO they left and decided to watch AVATAR. Was disappointed that they refuse to watch 3D cause I never watch one in my life. They complained that 3D make them dizzzy what so ever.

There the blue man. Not the cartoon with botak kid.

Anyway, the movie was fine - no complains. Sister sitting next to me was over reacting again and screaming around when they were having some fight. LOL- she always had been like that.

2nd sis just arrived Jakarta a few days ago for holiday. I've decided that I'm not leaving for England unless I get my songs!!! So 2nd sis gonna go back SG and get my songs in a hard disc by Febuary - That means I will go to school in April in PEACE. Anyway for the time being, I wanna go back Papua. Miss my mummy like hell.

No real life pictures. Didn't find the mood to take pictures here gahahha~

Oh oh oh - BON VOYAGE to Celine OW.

And congratulating Nigee for scoring the school's top score for his N exam! Gehehe.

ALRIGHTY BYE.

Wow.

2009-12-14T00:13:00.002+08:00

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Went to Grand Indonesia today and went to the spot where the lady landed. There's been talks about her haha. Eerie, we didn't dare to walk down that escalator.

Slacked with my sisters friends, with of course my sister. LOL, they're like all so old, 25-30 people. Anyway I just sat there and play with Blackberry while they gossip XD

Ate pancakes and waffles, then spaghetti, pizza and my sister's left over lasagna. I think I've gained 5KG here. LOL, nahh just gained 2KG. Gonna register for fitness center to kill time - cause they have fucking dance course! HAHAHA Yoga, Hip Hop, Body Combat~ I'm gonna try every class! Geheheh! It's gonna be fun :D

Anyway, when we wanted to go home, went to the car park and sat in the car. My sister sucked up her keys for the engine to start but it didn't start. She tried again desperately and it wasn't any better. The car just stood there silently. Farking car died on us lol. She called the chauffeur for help and he gave her some instruction but wasn't really working. So she went to seek for help from a nearby person. Then 4-5 came up to us and was concerned about the car. The parking guy also came up to us and asked if he could help. In the end he called up a security guy which brought cables. And he gave the car an electric shock treatment or something. One guy even willing to provide the electric from his car. Huhuh, so kind. Never knew Indonesians are so kind! I always had some bad impressions on them D: but but.. I'm so touched tonight! Hehehe~

Uh, that's all for today. I'm too touched to write anymore lol~ Gehehehe!

Hurts.

2009-12-10T23:24:00.001+08:00

Heart pain.

Jakarta Outing!

2009-12-08T23:57:00.003+08:00

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Geheheh~ First outing in Jakarta with a friend and I'm lovin' it! Too bad there's only a bebek (Brian!) in Jakarta to go out with. But I heard Olivia's coming here too and we shall go out again by then!

Uh huh, so I met up with bebek late due to the stupid jam, I thought it would only take 30 minutes, but it ended up to occupy 1 hour. Suppose to meet up at 11am, but ended up at 11.30am. Saw bebek in his white crocs slippers and Bermudas, and so we decided to go watch New Moon as planned. Checked the timing, and then thought that lunch before movie would be nice. Bought the 2.15pm tickets and went to Popeye to eat. Freaking chicken with rice -.- and we're suppose to eat it with bare hands, nevertheless we used spoons.

When done with eating, it was only 12pm. 2 hours to spent, so we decided to play arcade TIMEZONE, really, it's a perfect name for an arcade. Freaking kills time efficiently! Bought 100.000 rupiah worth of tokens and proceeded to play! First game was basketball, bebek pawned me of course. Then Time Crisis, I pawned bebek of course, if not I wouldn't live up to my name, right Grace? Gahaha~ Then we played some Trivia Game & I pawned bebek by 3-0! See how great is my general knowledge is! Nah, they were actually just pure luck. Then we played motorcycle thing which I don't know how the heck to control - bebek won. Next up was Air Hockey, which bebek won - geh, luck pffft! Haha, anyway that air hockey thing died on us halfway and stopped blowing air - so that stupid thing no longer slippery! Played 1 round of Drum Mania and MISSION FAILED on the second round lol! Fucking music blast on my ears. Hmm, we played the 360 degrees turn thing too, thrilling! An plane shooting piece of game which the thing turns horizontally as you control. Damn jerky but fun! Next we saw this enclosed game space, we were wondering what was that, so out of curiosity we tried it and realized it's a fucking stimulation ride. Just wasted SGD6 for that piece of junk. Not fun at all! Then last game we played was Tekken 5 or 6 uh, not sure either. I kept looking for the handsome guy characters :D especially the ones with white hair, can't remember the name. And out of the 5 rounds we played, I pawned Brian 4 times! Geheheh! Then later the last round I lost. Didn't know I'm so talented in Tekken! Brian chose a character named Bryan and played with the computer cause we're out of tokens, I helped him spam the buttons~ hahaha~ but in the end a bitch won. Never had such thrills for such a long time. I even sweat while pressing buttons and kept shouting "Die bitch! Die bitch, KILL HER BRIAN! OMG OUR LIFE! WHAT THE HELL!" LOL, reaction queen.

So when the time is up, we entered the cinema and bought popcorns and drinks. When we arrived the movie kinda just started already, so I kinda missed a little part when Edward kiss the old Bella and wished her a happy birthday. Saw Jake, think Jake's hot. HEHEHE. Hotter than Edward~ Not really impressed but I thought the movie was alright.

The Cullens, Vampires.

The Quils, Werewolves/Shape-shifters.

Half nakid men. HEHEHE!

Such great difference between them. But wait, where's Jacob!! He has got like the best pacs of all his pack LOL.

Oh wait I can, but his solo ):

Huh, surprisingly, I really pictured the exact same scene when Jake received the phone call from Edward when Edward thought Bella died. They skipped the part where Edward suppose to say some Romeo & Juliet phrase when he was about to suicide and Bella jumped on him. I forgot what phrase.

After the movie walk around to slack and searched for my black nail polish. Searched Face Shop - Black sold out. Etude House sold out too. When I was shopping in Etude House, the workers were like saying "Thank you Princess" in Indonesian when a customer left. I was trying to control my laughter and came out like a huff. Then went to Metro, so freaking expensive here, it's like almost SGD6 per small bottle, I was totally socked. However in the end, I bought from Skin Food, where it's like SGD7 cause my sister buys Skin Food nail polish, so i guarentees myself that she wouldn't scold me. Bought two - White, Black. I'm such a dull, mundane person :D Ate some yogurt ice cream from J.Co and slacked around with bebek - talked and traded secrets. HAAHAH~

Went home around 6pm!

Ohkay gotta go,
CIAO!

Maddening.

2009-12-04T22:33:00.005+08:00

Colours of the autumn leaves.

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Arh. Frustrating! F*ing screwed up infrastructure system of Jakarta. It's killing my patience and blowing my mind!~ Office is just so near from the apartment but yet - it takes about 20minutes to reach. The traffic system is too superb that no one in the whole world would understand that complicated system except for Jakarta people. Amateurs prolly end up in a car accident or left stuck in that place forever, ohkay not forever.

Lookie this is a picture taken while on the way - to show what kind of f*ed traffic system there is in Jakarta, more accurately - Ancol, Jakarta Utara.

Just outside the apartment, dad drives out and automatically find himself in this piece of mess. It's kind of a cross junction - but minus the traffic lights and there you go. Chaotic as it can be, everybody beeping and horning their car like free. So freaking irritating, air pollution plus noise pollution - just so perfect. People even throw their rubbish out their car window and nobody will care, so land pollution as well. Anyway, dad's car position is in the middle.

Then here you go, you see cars coming from three direction, the left (Silver Car), the right (Black Car) and the center (Dad's Car) entering one single stupid small road. There's no traffic light no order. Well sometimes the traffic police will be there, but I don't know what he's doing there, the job seems impossible for a lone traffic police. He will be just standing down there continuously waving his arms and blowing his whistle when he feels like it.

The the f*ing asphalt road is so freaking bumpy. Big holes everywhere on the road surface! They messed up and dig the good smooth road and refuse to renovate the bumpy, rocky roads. Sigh, wonder how the system really goes here.

Gah~ Blow my top!!

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Uh, today my dad lost his HP and he was damn upset. Like literally very upset, never seen him so down before. Good thing that he didn't lose his temper. He's just sad - lol & to overcome his sadness, he sang sad love teowchu songs in the car while driving. Even lost his sense of direction and ended up driving to a dead end. Kept saying "ohhh, my handphone~ I no strength already~ Loyo, teler liao~" LOL That's my father!

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Nothing else happened~ Hmmm~ OH, Bellerbys officially accepted me and uh .. I have to choose between January or April intake. Which huh? Also, have to choose the location cause they have 4 branches school. Brighton/London/Cambridge/Oxford .. Where should I go?~ London is v. expensive man. Brighton is where their headquarter school is and plus it has cheap accommodation!! Hehehe~

Done for today, MISS YOU PEOPLE!

@Boyfriend~ lolol Korean hunks oh yeah. Must find someone who looks like GD!!

PEACE OFF!! ♥

Final Destination - UK,

2009-12-03T23:24:00.004+08:00

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Uh, went to US overseas education consultancy today and just realized a few points.
- They don't take freaking A Levels, their education system is so freaking different.
- Medical students has extremely small chance to go to Med School. Especially foreigners.
- College price is twice cheaper than England.

My dad wood business is just starting and not doing well, in fact it's leeching a large sum of money from our family business, the travel company. So uh, I will be skimpy in my expenditure and will find part time job in UK while studying! Hope they will accept a foreign student to work in their shop. Hehehehe~

Hmmm. Latest news from my family is; my 4th sister now has a boyfriend, Hong Kong guy. LOL, so fun to kaepo around for these stuff hehee. She took permission from my mother and mum allowed lol. What the hell, now mum asked me to find a boyfriend. She say "Udah lah Cinnnnn mam yang suruh jadian, iseng iseng aja lah, dari pada bte" LOL, I laugh like mad when I saw this lol. Oh btw get your own translator, I don't know how to translate this lol.

PEACE!!

Randomness.

2009-12-03T00:06:00.009+08:00

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Uh, don't find anything fun about twitter. Hehehe, had just sign up for it and I am so damn lazy to use it. Geheheh~ Will use it later on if I'm really super duper extremely bored.

The internet here is quite fast - but not fast enough to watch a video in YouTube. I have to wait like 30minutes to watch a 3minutes length of video.

Kays since I have a little more time here, I will bullshit a little. Here it goes -

Random 1.

This is my house! Ohkay technically not my house, my grandpa house :D Used to live there and now since my parents bought an apartment for my sister in Ancol, I've come to live with my sister rather than my grandpa. Cause yeah its really really lonely there .. LOL.

This is the grass patch inside (front yard?). Nope, not enough to fit a personal swimming pool like Kh's did, but yeah quite a satisfying space for gardening and stuff. There you see a lime tree and chili tree~! Hahaha free lime and chili if we run out of them. The interior is quite old and run down already, so I don't like exposing it :D HEHEHEHE.

Random 2.

This is William and Chao Chit in the middle of a conversation in the classroom and Joe flying with supposedly to be a heart shape. The timing is just so nice :D Credits goes to me!! What a nice portrait right, William looking at that angle. LOL!!

Random 3.

This is Joe Tan eating his tuna bread and U Bhalraam spreading tuna on his bread in seminar room while studying. Joe Tan brought his Tuna and loafs of bread for Lunch. I saw this scene and I really need to take it down for a memorial picture cause I think it's f*ing hilarious that they're happily spreading their bread with tuna in the seminar room.

Random 4.

This is Mr Koh Wei Ping's car full of bird poo. The bird must have flown past when its having diarrhea and there goes the liquid thing~ That bird had a serious lao sai on Mr Koh's car. JT wanted to blackmail him using this picture LOL.

Last Random.

This is my boyfriend from South Korea! (: LOL, really!

Graffiti.

2009-12-02T00:47:00.002+08:00

Indonesia Graffiti, well I know that Indonesians are great artists. But I never know that such beautiful graffiti exist in Indonesia. Hahaha, until I saw this shop which was endorsed in TV.

FLAT STREET.

Sells street art equipment and takes photo of awesome graffiti on walls!
Check out Indonesia's street art~

Life in Jakarta.

2009-11-29T20:32:00.005+08:00

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Hurh, yeah definately boring here. I went straight to the cinema upon arriving Jakarta cause my sister already made an appointment with her boyfriend, yeah I was a lightbulb. Went no where else except for home - office - restaurant - cinema. Yeah.. Oh I've watched Ninja Assassin in cinema~~ It wasn't rated M18 here, I've seen small kids in the Cinema watching it. Uh, wasn't really a nice show you know, there's too much of blood. Like every slash, blood spurt out like tap water. The producers have too much extra tomato ketchup to be poured everywhere as if freeee~ Rain wasn't at his best look either, though his muscles make me drool. Hahaha~ Anyway rest of the days I'm at home searching for schools - found a suitable school in England. But the cost is be a little pricey.

UK school, London/Cambridge/Brighton/Oxford
Bellerbys College : 43,700 Pound, 5 Terms (A Levels)
including hostel, food and pocket money. School starts either on January or April.

Sigh, was shocked by the amount as well, mother considering to USA again. LOL, I thought she already decided on LA, then to UK again then now back to America.

A Tale To Tell (IV)

2009-11-25T11:41:00.018+08:00

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Year 2009

Heyyyy doooodes. This post will be longer than usual cause this is my last, and most memorable year that I spent in Singapore. Also, this is the only year I remembered most event clearly. Hehehe, grandma memories failed me in recalling certain incident.

First day of school, I entered the bustling classroom with my bag and realized that Farah had gone to England. I then placed my bag on my old seat and went for the assembly. I thought I would prefer to sit alone. When I came up, I saw Euginie's bag next to my seat - Farah's seat. She's gonna replace Farah?! NO FREAKING WAY. So I took my bag in a haste and looked up for an empty space and saw one next to William's. The top left seat near the door. I walked up to him and asked him, then he glared at me and said "No, you will take up my bag's space, this seat is for my bag!" LOL then he laugh and said joking, joking and removed his bag. Thus that's how I ended up sitting next to him. Behind me was Shawn and Bhalraam and in front seated Joe and I forgotten who.

I was brutally tortured from then on. Hahaha~ first he would uZap me then I don't know what he'll tell me about all the martial arts tae kwon do moves and did demonstration on me. You know how it looked like hahahah~ But no, I didn't end up on the floor. I folk more with the boys in my class, compared to last year, I hardly talked to them. Now we play and chase each other around like some primary school kids. Ha, now I think about it, I should spend time with more different friends. Cause I kept hanging out with the same friends, I realized I loose the opportunity to ever talk to them again D:

Later around in the month of Febuary, we (William, Joe, Bhalraam, Shawn and me!) shifted to the far right corner of the classroom near the window cause the class was so freaking big, but the projector image was so freaking tiny that we all have to squeeze up to the front in order for all of us to see the screen. We join Jamie, Pang Wee and Nigel's row. Life wasn't better sitting next to William and Joe. That freak who always disturb Jamie and Angeline, changed his victim, and started uZapping me with William.

I joined the Whitley Service Learning trip to Cambodia, at first it was freaking exciting cause I was so eager to meet the children. Then when the alcohol incident happened, I totally lost my mood and didn't quite enjoy the rest of the journey. I'm such a let down D: wtf was I thinking seriously, total mischievous. Why didn't anyone stop me and scold me, maybe slap me awake. I would appreciate that very much. Wouldn't blame Desmond nor Celine, lol. However the time spent with the children recovered me from my moody self and well, I did everything I can to let then have a sense of happiness. Also the children made many beautiful paper flowers and gave it to me. That was enough to fill my emptiness. OH OH! Celine and I bathed together! Cause it was very late and both of us were awfully sticky and tired due to the waiting and scoldings. So yeah, we quickly bathe and quickly sleep, so effective!

Then I found out that I've missed my BBOY commencing date, and its full. So I thought that I would join popping I, since it's cool too, but not equally cool ask bboy still. HAHAHAH I still prefer bboy more D: So I took up popping course with Kheng ho and Ying. The first day we attended, i offered them the front mirror position and they refused like one shy rock. After the course, they complained to almost every friends they see that I'm being a selfish person that takes up all their mirror spaces lol! T-T I'm so freaking innocent! Anyway Ben is a great person! I like him very much, well compared to KH, Ben is much more open-minded. KH is so much reserved, cool person and doesn't really like joke. His solemn face shows it all.

O school registered me as Cindy Suwito Dickson. COOL NAME UH? I'm totally, utterly, have an ang moh name. HAHAHA~ I added Dickson as my middle name in facebook, then the next week, Joe kept calling me "Big D*ck Dickson" and it became my nickname for him after that lol. Irritating, so I decided that I shall call him "Small D*ck Joe" hmm, sounds like a perfect name for him..

Yvonne and Daniel then joined us for Popping II which solo I screwed up terribly, please just let me skip this awful memory - I do not want to recall it!! HAHAHHA.

Hmmm. I remember Pang Wee wrote "Pang Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee" on one of the Physics test paper that made the whole class laugh. Mr Kong even cancelled all the extra eeee's for him lol. From then onwards I kept calling him "Pang Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!" whenever I see him lol. And I still cant believe he brought a large pink mirror to school -.- for him to see his hamesome hair. Kuku larh hahahaha. Oh and this reminded me of Mr Gunawan's famous "Do you want Coffee, tea or ME?" Thing, that sent a shiver down my spine.

Also, I begin to spend very little time in band, and start to spend more time on my friends. Cause my french horn is being stolen by amk people which they claimed to "send it for repair" after they dent my precious shiny golden horn. The new conductor too, seemed vey indifferent to our band members. Therefore I gave them the "Bo chup" attitude as well. Of course the only ones who suffer are my juniors ~ Hahahaha. I'm so so sorryy~ SYF year, definitely I'm sure that we'll get another silver.

Later, I started going LAN for Left 4 Dead. Loving it till~~~ Hahah I remembered that Thomas was the one who first introduced us to play. Grace, Wei Jie, Merlyn, Celine, Kheng Ho and Thomas. I don't know what kind of combination is it, but yea we met up afterall. We were in E2Max or something in Cineleisure building. The freaking computer cost about $4 per hour - they should just go and rob the bloody bank. Why rob from poor computer addicts like us? Hhahaa~ Grace, Thomas, Wei Jie and Kheng Ho played for about an hour, and I joined then a little late. While they're in game, I played campaign mode and find it very amusing to go on a killing spree shooting bloody zombies and fight for our dear life and save comrades' at the same time.

Oh yea, we also registered iScore tuition and ended up going tuition together. This was the spark of LANing before/after tuition. We would meet up early cause tuition starts at 7pm, and play LAN for several hours. Then it ended up that we go to Parklane - our LANing place, almost every time we go to Adrian's like almost every week. Before, me and grace would have just play L4D with the E2 group, cause we don't know how to play DotA at first. Then in one of the session, we were so bored cause there's only 3 of us L4D-ing and Grace and Kheng Ho was Auditioning soon after I said I got a headache and withdrew from the game. I watched the E2 guys play DotA to kill time. Found it so hilarious when CY keep arguing with JiaWei and told him to stay 1km far from his DotA character or he will kill him (they were in the same team).

Our DeScreamers group was no longer as close as we were in Secondary 2, but we try to keep the relationship steady and compact. I spend most of my free time with 22 since Sec 3, during recess, after school I will join them for lunch and maybe some outings like birthdays. I heard that it was disbanded around December '08, when I was still in Indonesia, they talked about it since it caused many unsatisfactory and misunderstandings. Nevertheless, they invited all 22 of us for almost every birthday celebration.

I stopped going down for recess a few months before Os cause I decided to stay in class to study and revise a little even though its only freaking 30minutes. Obviously I was already panicking hehehehe! While in the class, I got to know Joe's two adorable juniors Jia Sheng and ... Wei Hong. As he called them his two "dogs" LOL, and they will insult him in return. Sometimes I will take a portion of Joe's homemade sandwich and bread to eat, or even made bento and bring it to school occasionally.

Hmm, few weeks before Os, I went missing in action. Well, actually I'm at home being a goody girl, just that I was lazy to go out cause school is so far away and yeah - just the laziness. Plus I don't really think studying in groups is effective. Later on Bing Hui called me up to join her to study in school with Grace and Celine. So I went there and .. could not study properly lol.

During Os, I went to school earlier than the scheduled time to study, reason was obvious - I was very nervous. Woke up at 5am and woke Bing Hui Up as well, then we go to school together and planned to buy breakfast at Macs. Reached J8 to find out that the Macs is not 24hours. WTF. Waited there till 6am for it to open and had breakfast there. Left and reached school around 7am. LOL 2hours wasted loitering around Bishan! Met up with Cheryl Lian and then Joe and Bhalraam joined us and all of us went through our last assembly ceremony~

After the following O Level days, I've been going to school at 7am and study with Joe, Bhalraam, Bing Hui and sometimes Cheryl Lian. Couldn't really concentrate you know, I think the period of time is for my relaxation only. Cause the whole time been playing with Joe. Hahaha~ He made me fall on the floor a total of 6 times. One of the days, we were revising and then I suddenly got stressed up. I threw a paper ball at Bhalraam and he took revenge and threw at me. Then Joe started making and spamming paper balls out of his rough paper and then four of us had an awesome paper ball fight! Threw like mad people! No actually, they ganged up on me and all of 'em threw at only me -_- Following day, Vicki bit me like almost 10 times on the arms that f*ing bruised while "studying" in the study corner. LOL I've tried to struggle, but do you think I will succeed? Anyway the more I struggle the more bruise I will get. So I just sat there and look at her cleaning her mouth from saliva and aiming at my arm while I screamed. Her purpose is to maker her teeth marks combine from each arm to make some "special power" y'know like the power rangers! When she realised she bit on the wrong spot, shit - she bit me again. Yeah except from being pinched, bitten, scratched and bullied .. the period for me to relax was enjoyable.

After Os, I SPEND MY 60% OF MY TIME OUTSIDE! Hahah hang out with chan, celine, priya, merlyn, ling, myvan and ying for Prom night stuff~ in the afternoon hohoho in the end I bought my stuff with my sister. At night, I play Gun Bound and train DotA. HEHEHE, DotA give me thrills but .. sadly I was often scolded uh huh. LOL. Prom was awesome, words failed me to elaborate more. I shall not describe further. By the following week, I went out everyday to spend time with my friends~

Then 23rd of October came. I was taking my afternoon nap then they called me and uh.. Bing Hui came up to my door and gave me almond jellies and some growing crystal stuff, that I am doing it and I found it so interesting~~ heheh. Anyway, I took a cab down with my sister which we ended up arriving at 3.30pm, when meeting time was suppose to be 3pm. You know why? Cause I left all my cash at home, and so did my sister. Seems like that's the similarities between me and her, sotongs. HAHAHA! So practically, we have no money to pay the cab fares! My sister asked the uncle to drive to the nearest ATM, then drove to the wrong place and then she have to walk further down to the ATM. Hahaha - so it isn't really my fault that I was late.

Arrived at airport and saw Merlyn, Shilee and Siying first. Then Grace, Priya, Celine, Huiling, Thomas, Jia Wei, Kheng Ho, Janson, CY, Joash, Brian and Keola. Followed by Myvan, Ying and Linh. Then I was very disappointed when stupid Celine said Wei Ting is not coming, I just said "Orh." Then when Wei Ting suddenly appeared in front of me I was damn shocked ..... was like WTF?! WEITING~ Then I just cried cause I was happy that she was there to see me off. Thomas was like "OHH!! FIRST BLOOOOOOOD!! FIRST BLOOOOD~!" hahah~ Spent time and took many pictures with all of them. Loving that moment! They gave me lots of things, cards, pictures, soft koala bear(?), and a small dog that barks! Gahahha~ When suddenly Celine cried, then the virus spread to Priya and Weiting. When I looked at them my heart aches, so I teared too. Hahaha, what the heck!

Then my sister signal for me to go. I hug each one of them - Merlyn, Ying, Linh, Siying, Shilee, Grace, Celine, Huiling, Thomas, Wei Ting, Jia Wei, CY, Janson, Kheng Ho, Keola and finally Priya. Did I miss anyone? I remembered I almost missed Priya's hug. LOL. Anyway I enjoy the last contact, though hugging Janson was almost like hugging my daddy, SERIOUSLY MAN! Grace's hug was uncomfortable, her bones poking me. HAHAHAH, nah just joking. Jiawei's too weak! Like an old man~ hahaha that's his trademark so I understand. Then CY hugged me while eating his fries -0- & Keola's was the most comfortable one LOL, it was tight and soft(?) I don't know why it's soft hmmm, what's soft? I guess it maybe it was his hoodie. Wei Ting swayed me from side to side as she hugged me lol, and the rest were normal hugs~~ Next time must hug more, craving for hugs now :D

Uh, though sad that some people couldn't make it, but I will definitely still remember and miss them. However like everyone says, keep in contact through Facebook and MSN. If these two medium were to cease or malfunction, I think that should be the end of our friendship. That will happen maybe in the next 100 years? LOL. Hope we'll never lose contact. Like I had say, we'll greet each other again when we pass or meet for a cup of coffee, with maybe Cindy juniors running around. HAHAHAHA, that's my favourite, love to see how we will grow up and who we will become. Who are our marriage partners and what our children will look like. Till then, we will live our life to the fullest and never forget that this special relationship had existed.

A Tale To Tell (III)

2009-11-24T03:05:00.015+08:00

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Year 2008]

The beginning of Secondary 3 life was horrible. I wasn't accustomed to the changes around me - new classmates, new school environment and new teachers. Everything was made new this year & I almost got no close friends in 3E1 me as Celine and me wasn't at that close at that moment. Although I wished and prayed so hard to get in E1, I also wished for my friends to get in E1 so it'll be more fun. But at certain situation, you cannot get both things at an advantage, it tends to have some disadvantages.

Sigh, first day of the school in 2008, I was isolated alone to pair up with Farah at the back of the class. Cause Celine decided to abandon me and go for Thu Dinh. But I could understand uh, Ying was closer to Celine than I was. That was when I know Yvonne and eventually I was part of their clique "22" as I was close to Celine and they do not wish to leave me out alone - that will be so mean. LOL, I appreciate their effort man. All of them was very nice to me actually. Hanging out with them could be fun, but sometimes it ended up me being comfortable and awkward cause I wasn't close to all of 'em.Through the group, I got to know Thomas, Siying, Thu Dinh and Linh. I knew the rest as my acquaintances. So yeah, just got to know them a little bit more that's all.

Later on I broke up with Dominic cause my parents clearly dislike me of having a partner at my age that time and yeah difficult situations made the choice. Well, I was happy to lead a single life though, hahaha all thanks to my family. Should have listened to them and taken their advise early actually.

Then I decided to chop off my hair as it was getting curly. I chopped it off and it looked like crap. So I trim it even shorter again. Now it is a guy's hair cut, but it styles!~ haha then first day I went to school with it, I brought my Moving Rubber and then they spam it on my hair and mohawk spike it. Hahaha~ My hair was damn curly when it's short too! OMG crap hair hahaha. Another time was - I was in PE shirt and the librarian didn't allow me into the library, but I had to do something important, so I just grab Joash's pants and Jackson's shirt and wore them. They weren't wearing them obviously. I walked around the school in it and some even thought I am really a guy. Chicken wing teacher even asked me "are you our school student? Why is your hair so long?" cause I was in the band shirt and pants - standing in the dark. Mr Kong was laughing there lol.

At sec 3, I started to skip band. I followed the steps of my French Horn seniors, to be "puangseh kia". Kheng Ho in the other hand, had just joined back Band and was my junior again. LOL, he eventually had no where to go cause he think that the gym instructor sucked. Glad he came back though. I have new French Horn juniors too, Megan and Brian the whacky ones.

Sec 3 was the streamed year and even banded for languages, I wasn't satisfied with my English band (3) cause like even my 4th sister do it better, I think she was in band 1 or 2 in Guang Yang. That was first I know Mrs Gloria cause she took our band for only a day and we played some games that was so freaking fun. HAHAH~

I got to know Daniel through band 3, which at that moment I don't know why we tease him with Shilee ~ hahahahahahah! I used to love hitting everyone in the stomach, the sound it produce is just so nice~ & I like Daniel's pacs!! Its like so heavenly ~ haaaaaa ~ Oh yeah, I remembered I was obsessed in pacs also. I tried to train and kept asking for people's advise, but so far only have two and now it unites already!! SAD LAHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I tried so hard to shape up four but epic phail lah.

Then came along Outward Bound Singapore(OBS), what we all looked forward to. The sad things was, firstly I had a serious sore eye that bloats my left eye and made me look like a freaking alien, second my group had Wei Jie and Celine, obviously Celine will abandon me for Wei Jie yet again. HAHAHAH, but yeah still I understand her positions. Our school OBS was with === oh no, i forgot what school joined us for OBS. Nevertheless, I never forget who the people who was in my group. Shoot, I forgotten our group name again! HAHAH. Oh it's actually AMUNDSEN, some famous explorer's name. Our group was bonded, but it's just that we're not enthusiastic and high like the other groups. Our instructor, he have some very-hard-to-remember name. Yeah you've guessed it, I forgotten his name, gone - I didn't keep a record of him LOL.

I only had a vague memory of him, cause he wasn't satisfied with our group no matter what we do. We've already tried our very best to overcome no matter what mission there is, but still it didn't make him happy. I remembered we carried heavy bags that weigh nearly over 30KG and trek down Pulau Ubin to the next campsite and while on it we were suppose to have a "treasure hunt" we found 7/10 points - more than any other group. Still, he reprimanded us for being so uncooperative, lacking of energy level and various reasons, there's always some flaws to point out. Cause we were so happy and full of energy at first, we sing and shout our lungs out until the later part of the journey, it was dead silence.

During the canoeing session, I volunteered to be one of the leaders and I became one of the side sweeper. I group up with Wei Jie and Celine. They quarreled on the way and I had to paddle the heavy canoe alone and ended up that our canoe falls back behind and unable to do our duties. Celine become a terrorist/teletubie cause she wrapped her head like one lol. Then we played with the mangrove trees~ they're so fun. We purposely collide with one of the tree and then tries to untangle ourselves.

At the end, we coincidentally met up with some gms people who are freaking annoying. Remember the time when they actually spammed my blog and cursed me, threatened me by saying "I ask my aunty sue you!" and attempted to insult me by "Whitley is a lousier school than Geylang" LOL, because I said a girl in pink FBT shorts sounded like a freaking bimbo who tried to speak with British accent. Thank God my friends helped me out with the scoldings and I actually thought of implanting virus on their comp cause they were so freaking irritating freaks.

The guy who made a very deep impression on me was Yamin. Firstly, he was a gentleman to the max, he was very patient, kind, generous and helpful to everyone! Even Celine, Faiz and Cheryl Tan agreed on that. Hahaha~ Then Secondly, he claimed to have liked me at the first sight. I was wondering "WTF is that man, liked me in that bloated eye?", then he lied to me that he don't have a girlfriend. When I asked him why he lied, he kind of said I was accusing him.. HAHAHA it's cute though. We contacted each other for a certain period of time, then it died off. Hmm, we still promised to call for an Amundsen gathering. Guess it will be hardly successful. Now I feel like looking up for them again in Facebook!! Hahah, hope they will still use the same e-mail that they gave to me.

Hmmm, near the end of Sec 3, I got interested in breakdancing. Neck breaking dance hahah~ I think it was influenced by Keola I guess, I became crazing over BBOY and enjoyed watching BBoys videos. I took up lessons in O' School with Daniel and Thomas, it was my first dance course ever. I was so damn excited cause clearly it's too cool and hard core. Haha~ but I just attended 3 lessons and I went back to Indo. My fees gone wasted into the drain drain drain drain~ Attempted to take up bboy course again in Indo but sadly there isn't one I can find.

Weiting's batch graduates too, but I don't remember of crying for her farewell, did I? Maybe I was missing in action again .. in Indonesia. Sigh, I almost missed everything nice during the holidays when I was back in Indonesia!

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Forgotten a few stuff. Hahahah~ I shall type em' down.

The Life Science fair, it was an epic phail lol. I teamed up with Deeveyah, Squek and Keola. The combination is like oh my God, but yeah you can actually guessed that me did the most stuff. However, I was surprised that Squek was willing to help, and he was always the one who stayed back in class after school to paint up the venga sheet beautifully with decorations and paste them with the information. While we do we gossip like some old aunties hahaha, everything and anything we'll gossip~ The others were always having something more important on. Our theme was "Genetically Engineered Animals : Sea Monkey" HAHAH, scientific term is Artermia Brine Shrimp. They're just simply another species of shrimp. I was having fun taking a small one out and squash it on the slides to place it on the electron microscope so that every one could see it's intestines and 12 pairs of legs clearly.. They were so healthy and fat and after the fair, Jordy killed all of 'em. LOL. Keola and Dev stayed by the stand while me and squek was wandering around like two happy fishes.

Oh yeah since we moved to Bishan, we like to hang out in J8's open playground. We'll sit in circles, eat, camwhore and chit chat. Or maybe sit there and just slack. Hmmm, we spent Grace's birthday there, sit there waiting for Swensen's to be available and Crytal's '09 birthday was spent there too!

Oh, that's all for my main highlights in Sec 3!

Writing up my last post~

A Tale To Tell (II)

2009-11-20T22:03:00.017+08:00

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Year 2007]

It was just another year that passed. I know more people - and about their background. Who they used to be with, who they hated and who they had crushed on.

Well Sivapriya and Suresh had the first ever relationship in our group, followed by Celine & Sec4 Kenneth LOLX HILARIOUS LAH, both of them was last year's. Then me & Keola - I guess. It was Cheryl & Ronn and Merlyn & Kenneth after that. Lastly, Grace & Qaiser had a relationship which lasted for only about a week or less. Yeayeah, this should be all. Crystal live in her own world lah, she (and the fax machine). These type of things were so spicy then, now it still is!! Hahah~

I remembered writing letters was the fashion last time. I think mainly because sms and calls is too pricey but we have a lot of things to say so we use the old method to write letter to each other and to pass it around. One of the letter looks like this~ written by Merlyn.

By Merlyn as well, we used to write loads lot lot of letters to each other for gossips!!

I think we mostly had our firsts during Sec 2. It seemed to be one symptoms of the puberty stage? Where one is attracted to the opposite sex or some crap like that. Then when we sorta went single (except for Cheryl), Merlyn created this Boy Proof Club. I still had the paper that she wrote for us all. It says "BOYS? WHO NEEDS THEM." Hahaha it was very cute of her to make club like this hahaha.

The first time I cried was during Sec 2 too. It was because supposedly Grace and me didn't get in to become a prefect. I was upset by that, cause I was grown attached to the group already and if I was kicked, I though there would be nothing that brings us together, but miraculously we made into the prefectorial board later on again lol. I cried a total of four times in this school. That's a lot man, to me. The second, third and fourth was also in this particular year.

Second incident wasn't because of "Chicken Wing" teacher, but many people thought so because I was just scolded by her & I went up to the classroom - hug Bing Hui and cry HAHAHAH. Reason will be confidential - it's family matters. I was already in that damped mood and that bloody teacher had to admonish me, so I just burst. Why would I cry when she scolded me just because of my folded skirt? HAHAHA Joker. When I cried I couldn't stop, just kept coming out like a river. Tried to stop but when I see my friends talking in that sad face, I would just burst again lol. It's like the more they talk - the more the sad atmosphere build up. Furthermore when I didn't want to let EVERYONE see in that state, so I tried to avoid but bloody people just had to be so kaepoh. Friends shoved them away already still did not get the message.

Third is because I was just dumped. I can't think of a better English word LOL, sorreh I sucked in English Literature. Yeah that's it, went to hug Priya and shed tears for him. Just so simple.

Fourth was a little ridiculous, wanted to so called make Benedict feel guilty. Long story short, Destiny kinda used me to make Benedict, who used to like(?) me, to make him guilty for do not know what so ever reason. I thought she was a friend of mine, so I should help her a little. I don't know what's the consequences, but from what I heard from Squek, the plan had really worked. LOL I'm ridiculously stupid. Just wasted my bodily water, salts and adrenaline for that useless piece of poop - to make a friend guilty and not knowing what reason. Now I thought of it, I'm feeling guilty instead.

For the rest of the time, I do it at home. Watch a movie, fail an exam and quarrel - cry. Seemed strong on the outside, hmm? It's just a facade, I realized I cry often too - that shows that I'm just a weakling wearing a lion's mane (my own phrase! there's no such idioms!) LOL.

Then I had my first hair reborned on 2007 as well. I came to school with that straight hairdo and untied. Everyone was like 'suaning' me for that - they called my hair drenched hair/fake hair. Later on I changed my black spectacles to a white full framed one. Then it broke during one of the basketball game play with VIOLENT CHAN and that poked into my nose bridge and surprisingly the "Chicken Wing" teacher was the one to help me apply some cream and put plaster on it. So caring :D I like her, except for her trumpet annoying voice - I can already guess she was an opera singer. From then onwards I started wearing contact lenses to school. Not really a "drastic" change, but yeah.

Oh yeah, as I was one of the loyal band members during sec 1-2, I go for band practices frequently. I got close to Nicole, Walter and Deborah. Band people~ I used to go home with Deborah after band practices and we used to sit by the bus stop to talk and gossip. Hahaha it was so fun then. After I shifted house, I no longer go home with her cause the route is no longer the same. I also had my first band juniors :D Fyonn and Yi Da, two rebels. Yi Da so paikia and Fyonn so ah lian LOL. Nah, they were good band members.

Oh well, I was frequently on phone with Dominic, almost every night there's a conversation which lasted about 1 hour. There's so much things for him to say. I wonder why, at the same time my own boyfriend had nothing to say and had almost every phone conversation was quiet and speechless it was also very seldom that he would call. Slowly drifted away from my boyfriend and got closer to Dom. So yeah, I thought it was kinda understandable if I got together with Dominic for a certain period of time.

Other things that happened in Sec 2 was erm .. nothing else I guess. Hui Ying batch was graduating, I wasn't so close to their group so I didn't cry for her. Though the atmosphere during the step-down process was very very remorseful. I was also drifted away from MMC due to Band, because it was SYF year. And all the practicing made me quit my favorite CCA, Art Club. I totally had no time to go Art Club, Prefect Meetings and to spend time with my friends. All my time was gone wasted into the bin for French Horn which now I still sucked on it.

This is the particular year that I got to know Kheng Ho as well. He joined band for one week, and became my junior in French Horn. He was unsatisfied with the his chosen instrument, but oh well, Saxophone was so called "unavailable". I thought he complained to Mr Sukit and Sukit decided that he either go to French Horn or Tuba. That fucking big enormous fat gigantic heavy instrument. Of course no lah, who in the right mind will unless he have the skill or experience to play that. LOL my dream section was also Saxophone, wanted to play that lah, so sexy and stylo, like JAZZ~ oh yeah baby. He later then quit the band because he refuse to play tuba and his gym friends kept calling him a traitor/betrayer. But I met him down the aisle near Chancery Lane when I used to live in Novena Lodge, that fantastic condo, and he used to live in that awesome terrace/bungalow with a fucking private pool. We were surprised to see each other and talked our way home.

Oh for this specific paragraph, only mature readers of age 14 and above are allowed. Hahaha, it's not really anything big, but I'm quite ashamed to say this as well. Therefore I will censor the C word, you guys know what it is right!! HAHAHA HILARIOUS LAH. Ohkay, first we (DeScreamers) had some c____ that came from L____ (strawberry flavoured!) then we hide and plated with it by pouring drinks like lemon tea inside and swing it around inside the school toilet lolz. Really nothing to do one us. Only Priya, Crystal, Merlyn and me dared to touch it. The rest shun at the sight of it being swung. I don't know what fun is it to play with that thing, like fill it like a water balloon and stretch it around, but yeah we bought another packet in Watson just to stretch and pour tea in it lolz. We was like saying loudly near the counter "EH, we need a packet of c____ for science project, how leh? Buy the cheapest one lah!" HAHAHA jokers. Then the cashier aunties were staring at us in that weird glance hahah. Who cares!

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Another thing when all of us (Descreamers) went to Priya's house to "Study" and ended up watching porn. I forgotten whose idea it was, but then Priya was like saying "Ohkay ohkay!! My brother downloaded alot of pron in the computer!!" LOL, then we were like gathered there and watching they doing stuff. I remembered we kept asking why they did this, why they did that. Then the ones to fill our questions was always Crystal and Priya! HAHAHA YOU KUKUS! Wilfred and Qaiser was outside watching TV and wondering what we were doing inside the computer room. LOL!

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Sec two camp was when I met Shilee, Myvan and ThuDinh. I think we were in the same team, but I wasn't so close to them.

Also I remembered that once when DeScreamers had a conflict with Celine, I tried to console her while she cried but I failed terribly so I just stood there and watch her cry. Then she suddenly looked up at me with that teary eyes you know, and asked "will you be there for me?" I was so damn shocked by that question and I wasn't good in cliches, mushy stuff nor words of consolation - and I actually wondered is she really asking me that question or is she asking for a destination. The stupid thing was, I answered "Where? Toa Payoh?" Cause TPY was our hang out place at that time. LOL I realized what a moron I actually was.

Hmmm .. then another hang out place we used to go is Braddle(sp?) Macs. After school there's only one place to go - McDonald's. Ha, a bit of no lifers always hang out in Macs and look out for ahbeng and ahlians to pick a fight with old people walking down the lane then follow them hahah! Free show, free show!!

Hmmm, I think that's all for the main stuff in Secondary 2 life.

2008 shall be up next!

A Tale To Tell (I)

2009-11-18T23:12:00.012+08:00

It's the end of our Secondary School year. Four years had just ended without realizing. But these four years I had spent meaningful days with all my mates and teachers. I have a long tale to tell.

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YEAR 2006]

Graduated from Primary 6, came out fresh from oven. Still innocent and young, I was enrolled into Whitley Secondary School. Not my first choice, but still .. yeah. I was finally exposed to a government school, a school with over 30 students in a class. A chance to make many friends. As my Primary school was a private school, I only had 6 classmates. Anyway, was picked to be in Class 1 Express 3 aka 1E3. First day of school very typical. I beg my sister to wait for me until I am dismissed, so she waited. I entered the dull and boring painted classroom with a nervous heart and sat down with my hair tied neatly and my thick, black, geek spectacles. My first friend that I ever talked since I entered the classroom, I remembered clearly - She was Jeanie. I found her name peculiar, and thought it was spelled as Genie like you know, uh - Genie in the bottle. I was pleased to introduce Jeanie as my first friend to my sista.

Ms Shamila Singh was our form teacher. I remembered that, during introduction session, I was grouped with Nabil, Farhan, Jeanie and Celine Ho. Nabil gave me a good first impression, initiated and humorous he is, I actually liked him. During the introductory, there's one boy that had the same favorite things - Adidas, Black Eyed Peas and Eminem. These were the things I used to go head over heels for & Coincidentally the exact three things were loved by another classmate. What a small world.

Then days passed I got to know more classmates. Jamie was next. We became sticky together and automatically became best friends. Like normal besties, we ate recess together, got home together and gossiped together and because of her, I joined Whitley Concert Band. Which I picked up French Horn and she picked up Euphonium. Well, she's crude to leave me there alone. However, I stayed 'faithful' to the CCA even though I was very determined to quit.

Then I got to know Grace. We first officially chatted in MSN which I do not know why we resulted into web cam-ing each other with hats. She was a great person, so comfortable to chat with. Then I was miraculously picked to be a prefect, and that was when I know Wei Ting and Hui Ying. They were doing the interviewing and I was damn nervous. All I remembered in that interviewing session was that Wei Ting asked for my number and kept pinching my cheeks for no reason. Ohkay she said I was cute, and she kept saying that she's no lesbian.

I was accepted as a probationary prefect, that's when Moo Moo Cow (MMC)was first created, named by Merlyn. With Wei Ting and Hui Ying as sort of the Leaders and Crystal, Celine & Me under Wei Ting and Grace, Merlyn, Cheryl, Priya, Liyan under Hui Ying. I was proud to be one of MMC "member" :D Sub-group called the DeScreamers consists of my batch of younger members of MMC, and the older had another sub-group. Then two other "MMC" was created, one of which is 'Miao Miao Cat' and the other I forgotten. Of course, there's some misunderstanding and dis-satisfactory in the group that I would not like go into it again.

Well, my first crush after entering Whitley is you-know-who, obviously, I AM SHY PLEASE. The first time I smsed him was because idiot Squek had to prank sms me using his bloody phone. You know what he'll write. Mushy stuff I forgotten, and would not describe it even if I remembered. My reply was funneh : "Bah. Seriously?" The next day, that Squek group made fun of me using the "Bah". They suspected, but I kept denying like one poopz. I don't know if they found out or it's just coincidence, but they just had to use his phone.

Still, I need to I live my life. I was seated next to Squek by the window. He's a great seating partner - we laughed and we chatted during classes, thus I got to know more about him. Our class was having this "hottest/cutest girl and guy" contest that requires whole class to vote, of course this brilliant idea came out from Celine Ho. LOL, who else can it be, she's the most open minded girl in our class. First few votes goes to the obvious winner, Celine Ho herself Keola I think . Later Jia Wen and Xue Zhu planned up some ridiculous things like - The winner pair will kiss each other e.g. It was an obvious motive. And guess who it resulted in? Me and Squek. I'm like WTF? LOL, c'mon man this is so obvious - they want to pair us up. Jia Wen and Xue Zhu even encouraged me to 'stead' with him, saying things like 'If he asked, will you accept?' kind of stuff. Of course both of us kept rejecting till the end, or I would had already ended up with him LOL!! Well, we spent the rest of the day in awkward positions.

Recalling the past, I had always hated the Gymnasts. I do not know why - maybe I was influenced by the bad rumors, about their f*ed up attitude. From what I saw from certain examples, I decided that it was a fact applied for all. LOL I know it's wrong to judge a group only by looking at only an example, but yeah I can't help it hahaha~

Uh, I think that's it for my secondary 1 life highlights.

I'll write up another posts to summarize my secondary life so therefore -

TO BE CONTINUED!~

Memorabilia

2009-11-18T14:15:00.007+08:00

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I will remember every single little things that happened here. Keep in my mind that there's always someone, let it be - friends, cliques and once-lovers in Singapore. I'm not all 100% that I will leave Singapore for good, but I'm 80% sure that I will leave. However for now, the destination is unclear.

23rd November is the day,

I hope that the day will not come, please let the hour glass freeze, let the hour, minute and second hand stop at this moment. Let the world stop revolving at this very moment. Maybe let it be frozen yesterday, when everyone was smiling to the camera with a gleaming grin, to capture one of the very last moment of such gatherings. I will be still running around agonizingly in heels with my make-up on and my black dress, asking almost everyone for a moment of their time to capture this soon to be vague, liquid memory to a solid memory.

I pray hard that one day, when we meet each other on the streets, no matter who we are with, and without knowing what kind of circumstances, we will not ignore each other. Even though we're once quiet and shy teenagers.

In these few days, I will take the opportunities to go out and spend my last few days with my friends, no matter who they are. I will not turn down any requests unless there's already something on.

& of course, I will attend my last session of popping with Ben. (This is a must for me!) Hope it will be a great one! I enjoyed very much the previous choreograph he taught last week, and definitely will miss his sense of humor and awesome moves.

From now on I'll publicized this blog - it's no longer a personal blog. Well the purpose is clear, to let my friends know how I'm doing when I'm out of their reach.

Maniac!

2009-11-15T00:38:00.006+08:00

OMG I KILLED CY. In. DotA!~
But he was like half life.
AND he killed me like half a dozen times .. compared to a shot I attempted on him.
HAHAH It's my first kill since this week of attempting to play.

& I killed trice in the second game! HAHAAH, I am adapting well.
Even though I'm frequently ticked off LOL!
Sorreh, for my noobness D: But I had already tried my very best I sweaaar.

Ohkay I'm off to play Gun Bound!